Hello and Blessed Be,
Lately, I have been away from my SoM account to find my new religious beliefs on my own. I am struggling and need help.
I am a convert from Christianity. I still feel connected to the concept of a single God, and I feel that I want to add on a single Goddess to my beliefs. So far from my studies, I read up on the Triple Goddess and Mother Gaia theories, but I am puzzled. They both don't feel right but the idea of them seems to work well with me.
I considered connecting to the Triple Goddess until I discovered She was made up from the imagination of a writer. I read about Mother Gaia to see that there is hardly a God aspect to the idea. As a Pagan, I want to find a single God and Goddess, but I feel like all the pantheons of them out there are just all culture influenced. I feel like there's a God and Goddess that conceived the world together back when Earth came to existence.
Are there any Gods, Goddesses, or earliest theories on Paganism that relate to that? Any advice for being a convert as well?