from my self modifying, I lost almost all my soul, but luckily it didn't disappear, and I started dating this girl, and randomly, it seemed to reactivate for lack of a better term, and regrew from the shard size it was. and all my moding is disappearing and the original energy that I originally removed is now returning.
with that said, she doesn't manipulate energy, so why would that happen?
it could be she has natural talent...but idk. i would like to know because i neeed to know how the energy part of me works because thats how i can defend my self via "know me so i know how to temperarly mod my self to avoid/stop the attack"