curse or just ill ?

what do you mean ?

there are things in this world that should not be mest with, i konw cause in my search i have run into alot of them. so if you run into any of them they the gaurdians will send you a sign to back up or go away. so just think have you done anything recently or touched anything strange?

i started learning magick thats it

then say what kind of magic are you learning or how it could be that a kind or type of magic is calling your or maybe the way you are learning is not suite for you

well i like the sound of black magick i wanna learn it but havent tried it yet cause you have to be abit more advanced right ?

oh no, not at all every one has to be a beginner at some point it is just the veiw of diffrent people. what you need is will and belife. for a journey of a thousand steps starts with one, just be patient, so to say i belive that what happens to you was you were getting a taste of what you magic is like, you could be a natural born magic worker

is that good or bad ?

haha, What do you feel?

meaning ? ( blonde very slow )

haha, very funny, but how do you feel about it is it somthing you would like or is it waht you fear.