I have a few friends I'm not talking to.
So anyways, we blocked eachother on social networks, yada yada.
But anyways, I had a few dreams of us being friends again, and those dreams were kind of disturbing.
They were reaisticl, but... I can't explain what they felt like. Too... strong? I felt like I was being PUSHED into that, like another reality, where we are happy, giggly, having fun. It was so...pushy, assailant. Really tough to explain. Like a burden, but it made me kind of happy.
And any time I relax or meditate, well basicaly whenever I'm not doing something, this nice, melodic voice keeps telling me that we will be friends again, that I have to be patient, and stuff.
And it just feels so weird.
And after I had those dreams, I can't even sleep anymore, I stay awake all night. Help? :S