The only way I can tell I did, is because I can't cause rain anymore. Or maybe I can, but very, very occassionally (And even then, it might just be coincidental, looking at the news)
Could it be because I am not feeling very well emotionally? I am still going through a depression I've had for almost a year now. It gives me low confidence and mostly low faith on the supernatural. It's sad and I want to regain my energy somehow. Please.