I don't know if many people here believe in Vampires and such
I'm looking for some help in diagnosing Vampirism.
For the longest time, I've never felt human, I always had weird feelings that I wasn't.
For example, I'm psychic and can sense Auras, Talk to ghosts and have past life visions of feeding off and murdering people.
I also have horrible pains in my teeth, extra strength and heightened senses during the full moon.
I get extremely tired during the day and I burn easily in the sun.
I have a past self-injury record since I was ten (I'm eighteen now) and I go into panic attacks and in order to stop those attacks I cut myself or bite myself and drink my own blood.
I also have a fetish for blood and think often about attacking others and feeding off them. (I haven't done it yet, thank goddess)
I've been researching about Vampires a lot lately, and find that I have most all of the symptoms.
Its beginning to freak me out.
During this full moon I had a extreme blood thirst and ended up biting my own arm until I drew blood in order to stop it.
Come to think of it, I've cut myself and drank my own blood during the full moon phases as well.
I feel horrible because I'm wiccan and believe strongly in the "Harm None" rule. Thats why I'm beginning to worry about this.
I know it probably sounds like I'm lying or something (That or I sound completely mad, lol) but I'm telling you, this is freaking me out.
If you could help me figure this out that would be great.
Vampire symptom webpages I've used: