I have been having conflicting feelings about religion myself. I am christian and have been going to church regularly for about the past year. I had been having some tough personal issues to deal with and decided to strt going to church to give my spirit a boost.
Some years ago I practiced Wicca and felt very at peace with myself and my surroundings, life was good. Cant really pinpoint why or when just sort of drifted away form it.
Fast forward to the present, going to church just hasnt touched my soul like "magick" did. I have decided to start tapping into my inner power again to help navigate this thing called life. My higher power is still there, dont get me wrong, and I will continue to go to church, I do enjoy the atmosphere. However, I think practicing rituals and spells gives me more focus. I believe whatveer path feels right to you is what path you should take.