okay,
sometimes I picture a phoenix. I know its alittle weird, but sometimes when I call on it, I feel a warm, almost firey feeling in my heart, and body. But...I only see its full form while asleep...Its main purpose was to protect me. I don't know due to evil spirits every now and then. It tells me sometimes that it knows when to come back. I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING CRAZY! It never happened til I started practicing magick, and a.p. Help please, I just wanted a definate or reletive advice. thanks!
It may even be a sort of thoughtform built from projecting and focusing on the energy of a phoenix? Similar to the "imaginary" friends some children build. It could be a sort of animal guide, though I'm not sure how frequent mythical creatures are as true guides (versus self-imposed "this animal is cool" guides). Just go with the flow and try to differentiate from what is in your head and what is really happening, otherwise you only build the illusion and not the true energy. There is nothing wrong with a servitor in the form of a phoenix, if you'd like one like that, just build it XD
Yeah i guess it can be a servitor she has created somewhat involuntary, she should try communicating with it, if its some sort if illusion then it will not respond
Some gaid's do take a form that respond to what humans respond to.
Sometimes the form it takes is also to tell you somthing.
And some have a true form that we want find that comferting to.
No Mather theyr goodnes.
But also "bad" spirits. Can pose as gaid's. Even tho. I do think there are some kind of rules that proteckts from the gaid conecktion part.
But there are some spirits where theyr strongest powers. Is ilusions.
Thanks, everyone! I dont think Its an illusion. It talk every now and then. He's very simple, and does give me advice and tells me to be patient with people and magick. I think he may be a guide of some sort. I'll try to communicate with him more to see.