One. Im about to do a spell that calls for "come to me" and "follow me boy"oil to annoint a candle. But dont have access to these products. Can i substitute these oils by mixing blood and semen with extra virign olive oil? And secondly, some times i have troubles focusing on energy and directing it. While ive been using alcohol or Mj to help with this but its incovenient and exspenive and probably not as effective as control over will. Thanks.
Lol. Ive heard it before. Um its not a self esteem issue. Im just in love i guess. Ive never meet anyone that came as close to being my perfect guy as him. Um im popular with guys.. Just as hard as i try to move on with one of these guys my thoughts go unto him and i lose interest in him. And he left me because i was moving to another state, before he found out he was all about me. and the cheating i forgave him for the most part because i see how it was somewhat my fualt. My attitude. and all i came off cold and distant and often seemed not to care about the relationship.
As much as id like to just move on. Mainly because it would be so much easier, but everytime i try something comes over me and tells me not to. Like an unshakeable feeling that id be making a mistake to do so, if that makes sense.
Yeah it makes sense I felt that way about this guy chris. We had such a strong connection I felt like we were soul mates but I had to let him go and to this day he still comes back into my life. I hope for the best for you and this guy