I hope you are feeling stronger now but if you are still feeling weak I suggest you rely upon your spiritual guides for help. They are always with you to help you with whatever you want. If you have not acquainted yourself with them, now is the time to do this.
All you need to do is to be quiet and to ask their names. In time, you will hear a name spoken to you and it make take a while to do this. Even if you don't know their names, be aware that they are with you. Just ask them to show you the way and it will be revealed to you what you must know and do. Be open to what they are telling you because the way they will show you will probably not be what you are expecting!
Another idea to consider is that you may be under a hex. Consult with your pendulum or your spirit guides to determine if this is true. If so, there are good spells to be found in the articles that you can use to break this spell; right now is a good time as the moon is waning.