I've seen two years fly by now, leaving much change behind. This site has been through so much, and I've been here to experience most of it. I find myself now, questioning all of it. This site doesn't have the charm, wit, or mysticism it once possessed.
I look at the chatter these days and I see kids, messing around. I see little learning (unless I'm just on at strange times). I'm wondering...at what point this place became a haven for kids to come and be different. I miss the old learning atmosphere, the helpful people, and loving covens. Where have they all gone?
I took a moment to scroll through the coven list earlier and I'm pretty disappointed. Many of the covens that held interesting styles and the intention to teach are gone, replaced by a group with random people just leeching spells. I don't see a strong family in the covens like there once was. Where are all the old members? Am I the only one besides a few mods?
I don't know why I'm here anymore. These covens...they have nothing to offer me anymore. I feel as though my time here was over ages ago, yet I can't leave. Maybe I'm hoping for change? Perhaps a new generation, willing to learn more than just some spell to "fix" their problems. Maybe a more studious group willing to praise the God and Goddess (or whichever deity they choose). I don't know if people realize Wicca and most of these religions are more than casting spells...
I hope I'm wrong, I hope there is some group I've yet to run into that are very serious about this and not just here because it's a hang out spot in the chatter. I pray I'm proven wrong, for the future of this site and the craft.