You're right he has written several. It's just the principal Anyways I went to a master magician and this is what he wrote me back, thought I would share it with you all........
Djehuty Ma'at-Ra at 7:44am June 18
Greetings Sis! Beloved, while I feel where you are coming from and I understand the situation, but this is not the RIGHT or CORRECT intent for desiring to learn magic. With magic, it is more about concentrating on yourself - like desiring what you want as contrasted with what you don't want (which works according to Universal law's Law of Attraction). Everything external is a reflection of your internal, Beloved, and if you want to forever change negative external circumstances, then all you have to do is change your inner self and world which is a magnet for the external world's circumstances (which merely are the inner world's demon's equivalents). Beloved, I shared with you last week where everything starts: THE MIND! That's why the brain (which houses the Mind) must be cleansed and kept pure, but the Matrix always has us messing it up by eating junk foods, smoking (cigarettes/weed), drinking intoxicants (spirits: beer, wine, etc.) and other acidic effervescent beverages ....
Djehuty Ma'at-Ra at 7:46am June 18
The Mind is your magnet for attracting all that you want. Beloved, Magic is the art and science of causing change to occur in conformity with will. You must begin to develop a STRONG WILL. You must start knowing what you want and consciously so. Life cannot be lived by default, but by conscious intention (intentioning) or deliberate creation (creationing). Magic is a mental science and mental science is where you need to start in order to learn about true magic.