Well... I've been studying since feb. 9. And I've felt a darkend aura among the woods surrounding my house. (I live in the woods).
My mentor and my friends have joined a coven and are being taught at certain paces. Well, currently I'm studying spirits.. and some are more intelligent than others and I knew my simple minor ones that my mentor promited wouldn't cut it. So I waited and waited feeling the presence watching me. Finally, I decided to ask the trees what they were seeing.* They felt the aura too. Or so it seemed. Well, I took my chalice and cleaned it for an hour a day until it finally rained. I took the chalice and danced in the rain giving praise to the lord and lady.** Finally I picked up some water from a puddle and gave some extreme feeling into what I was about to do. I recited "To the lord and lady protect this house." I had to do it over and over sprinkling the water everywhere where someone might go into. I gave intense feeling into it and found I could sleep better and relax... even if i felt someone was watching me, I had faith they couldn't come in.
Anyway back to the reason for this post:
My mentor would be furious that I casted a spell beyond my experience, and wouldn't take in the fact I felt I was being watched... should I tell or not? Lately my mentor has been on the edge of his chair with stress from other coven members. If I did tell do you think he'd invite me to one of the members wiccan ritual? (He's been studying for a year and a day march 21).
*- My Mentor insists the trees are always watching and talking to us, Ex. when the wind blows the trees are signalling us that a presence is near. The trees have eyes and will always help us. :)
**- I am a wiccan studier and I worship the lord and lady. I treat nature with respect.