Okay first I started to laugh.Cause you see I have seen elves and You look nothing like them.Sorry. They exsist on the astral plane and allow you to see them at thier convience not yours.I Went camping in a fairy grove once.Fun~ a bunch of witches in a fairy grove.:D
But you could have alot of fay energy around you, that is true.As I have been told the same.I also have memories of doing Elven shamanic healing(a type of healing) before i was attuned and learnt it. "They"(teacher,psychic friends) say I invented the system.I don't know about that though. Anyways welcome.
First i have studied elves a lot i wish i coul become one. If you really are a elf then you should not be ashamed but prod immortalty magic that humans cant even dream of. If you are a elf i doute that you would use a computer firstly elves hate iron and most metals. i have spoken to three elves in my life time. with all the reaserch i only know a few ways to beome a elf 1 save a elves life and when they offer a boon ask to become a elf. 2 marry a elf and you will become one.