| I stopped casting spells. The only thing I continue to want to learn is divination and developing my psychic abilities.
I'm 18 years old.
And I have an interest in magic for about 3 years now.
I plan to follow Kabbalah and Judaism. In reality though I am still somewhat of a solitary Jewish witch. Im not psychic but I want to learn to develop my psychic abilities. Im a learner of the art of divination. I identify myself as a member of the Goth subculture. And no im not Emo. I love Goth rock.lol haha. Um my favorite bands are Within Temptation, Evanescence, Nightwish, Lacuna Coil, Cradle of Filth, and others.I like to play piano and write poems. I have been defeated many times and brought down. But I am managing to stand up from my ashes and rebuild myself. Um to most people I stand out because where I live there aren't many people like me. I also like Jewish culture and their history. I know I know what does liking Jewish culture have to do with magick, but to me originally Judaism was a polytheistic religion when it started therefore the esoteric world of Judaism in a way helped shape the development of modern witchcraft. I am a friendly person, and if u need help I'll try my best to help. :)
Blessed Be people!!!
Oh By the way...
WARNING:There is person strolling on this site ,who is in constant seek for naive and pitiful people to can pray on them .That individual ,probably will approach you asking you to help him to help his relative .The previous mentioned relative is a woman who supposedly has been forced to get married against her will .Then we will describe the situation using the most emotive language ,trying to influence your emotions and your sense of pity .Of course he has hidden agenda for doing all that and that is :
-to influence your emotions and spar you into action .
Now ,what is the mentioned previous action ?
It is to kill the supposedly abusive husband of that woman (his relative ) or she supposedly will kill her self .
Therefore the target is forced to choose between big evil and less big evil (to kill or to bear the gilt of her suicide ,which the individual will try to put into your conscience using any possible methods ).
What is the individual behavior during whole process ?
He first will try to play on your emotion ,setting the scene and he will try to convince you there is not other way than killing the supposedly abusive man .In case that you sympathize he will call you God ,Goddess and he can be very flattering and convincing .In case
you clearly express that you do not trust him and there is something fishy about whole story ,then he will try to :
-insert sense of responsibility and guilt into you .
-try to attack you by some way or simply offend you in public chat .
In case that you try to stop his emotional abuse over users he will
then take further step to try to get you gagged in any cost .
Please, if you met that person (i know personally many members who did so including me ),copy and paste that information on your profile .
Unfortunately i can not mention his nickname because he has been gagged many times and he keep coming around under different name .
Please be aware he is not what he is pretending to be .
Use your common sense and use your favorite divination tool to check on him if you do not believe me .Ask your spirits guides about all that affair .
And just to mention the woman is about to kill herself from the beginning of the summer .That is his opinion and statement .
Here is the fact people who really intend to kill them selves never mentioned in front anyone (going for months and months )that they are in process of planing them own suicide ,after they planned it they
just do it quiet and without many noise .You do not believe me ? Read
psychology and check few statistics .People who mention that they will kill themselves are just attentionseekers .Therefore his statement is strongly exaggerate if not completely twisted in favor of his finally aim (to kill the husband).
BE AWARE !
If you had bad experience with that individual ,please copy and past that text in your profile .And most important ,please do so if you are concerned of the wellbeing of the all members of this site .
Thank you for your time and blessed be .
Artemisia Wormwood .
P.S Fortunately now i have that user nickname (or this one which he uses currently ),it is Mateme!!
Psi vamp is :
''Anyone too lazy to learn to gather energy off of other things than humans'' quotation by KTS.
''Be formless ,shapeless as water .Be water .''
Try this site...
make a wish: http://www.real-wishes.com
My world collapsed completely on July 16th 2010. :.( 95% of teens would freak out if they saw Miley Cyrus or the Jonas brothers on a 247' building ready to jump off. Copy and paste this in your profile if you are one of the 5% that would bring a bucket of popcorn, a chair, a video camera and yell ???JUMP!??? Another thing... you say rihanna - i say metallica you say lil wayne - i say breaking benjamin you say lady gaga - i say system of a down you say emenem - i say alesana you say hanna montana - i scream heavy metal 92% of teenagers have turned to hip-hop and pop, if ur part of the 8%, copy this message and past it to an other video. DONT LET THE SPIRIT DIE!!! Also... To those who hate Emos/Goths: Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything? Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful? ISN'T IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone? are you laughing? Isnt it funny a emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity? ISN'T IT FUNNY that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts? I'm not laughing. ITS SO FUNNY that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting. ISN'T IT FUNNY that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart. HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY ''YOUR NOT EMO'' OR ''ATTENTION SEEKER'' WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS? KEEP ON LAUGHING! isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life without knowing her situation with her friends or her family or her LIFE! BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING! BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND! BRAVE IS GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WORLD AROUND YOU IS SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES. ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT! ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET. ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR ''FRIENDS'' ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS! BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE ITS ANOTHER DAY OF COMPLAINING AND DODGING RUMORS! KEEP ON LAUGHING. if you agree put this on your profile and advise others to do the same. ___________________________________________________________________ Solemn Loneliness In the dark of the night, I sit and wait. For someone to just hear me at this time. I scream for help in silence, helpless and afraid. A black mist covers my soul, left like a mime. A mime with no words left, just silently amidst. Walking in the shadows of the cold despair. The black clouds arrive and stand above the cold mist. My soul is lost unless I get a repair. Surrounded by graves my soul fades into emptiness. The memories of the past come forth this night. Pointless dreams have fallen and all is meaningless. The cold wind chills me down into a dark fright. Even though all life might seem like a big mope. I know one day this will be gone with hope.