|Some people have a thing against my username... its gothicemo because im in between them.. im also in between scene and punk i could have put gothicemoscenepunk but i didnt want to sonce i have always had it like geekyemo or gothicemogeek. Im sick and tired of explainin this.
My song for the day: fix you by coldplay
If you don't like me just say and if your gonna block me just say so
You tell me you love me... And you want to work this out. Yea right.
I want someone to ask me what are these scars
And when i answer it's nothing this person
Would hug me so tight I break down, crying...
But i can dream right.
I'm tired of crying.
I'm tired of yelling.
I'm tired of being sad.
I'm tired of pretending .
I'm tired of being alone.
I'm tired of being angry .
I'm tired of feeling crazy.
I'm tired of feeling stuck.
I'm tired of needing help.
I'm tired of remembering.
I'm tired of missing things.
I'm tired of being different.
I'm tired of missing people.
I'm tired of feeling worthless.
I'm tired of feeling empty inside.
I'm tired of not being able to just let go.
I'm tired of wishing I could start all over.
I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have.
But most of all I'm just tired of being tired.
I am a hypocrite
I tell my friends they have to eat when i don't. I mean what's the point In me eating?
I tell them they shouldn't listen to what others say when i do. If enough people say it... its true right?
I tell them they shouldn't cut when I do. I just want to make sure the past is real.
I tell them life is worth living when I've thought about suicide. What's the point in living if your actually living in hell
I tell them to be happy when I'm battling depression. I don't want them to suffer like me :(.
I would commit suicide if I didn't know there were people who loved me... And that's the honest truth
Surprisingly there are people in this site I care. I like to give tough love though so yes. When they ask you to go away once and you keep bothering them I will come into it.
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