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Name: soulshadow92
Location: feeling broken used, and depressed
Gender: Male
Last Seen: Tue, 11 Oct 2016

Membership: Member
Coven Title: Member

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R.I.P White, Oliver/LuvCookies sister (Died from cancer)

Mood : feeling serene, might change

Luvcookies is my fiance , so back of people, he is mine and only mine .


those people who think they can just walk over me or try to destroy my trust? think again. i trust a person only once. once you have broken it i will never trust you again. this goes for all of you people. i am done with being walked over and over again cause you feel like it. to some people grow up for a change. you think being a cry baby will deserve you attention? wrong . those who have already betrayed my trust . good bye . all of you are warned .

-~My name is Chris

~I am three,

~My eyes are swollen

~I cannot see,

~I must be stupid

~I must be bad,

~What else could have made

~My daddy so mad?

~I wish I were better

~I wish I weren't ugly,

~Then maybe my mommy

~Would still want to hug me.

~I can't do a wrong

~I can't speak at all

~Or else I'm locked up

~All day long.

~When Im awake Im all alone

~The house is dark

~My folks aren't home.

~When my mommy does come home

~I'll try and be nice,

~So maybe I'll just get

~One whipping tonight.

~I just heard a car

~My daddy is back

~From Charlie's bar.

~I hear him curse

~My name is called

~I press myself

~Against the wall.

~I try to hide

~From his evil eyes

~I'm so afraid now

~I'm starting to cry.

~He finds me weeping

~Calls me ugly words,

~He says it's my fault

~He suffers at work.

~He slaps and hits me

~And yells at me more,

~I finally get free

~And run to the door.

~He's already locked it

~And I start to bawl,

~He takes me and throws me

~Against the hard wall

~I fall to the floor

~With my bones nearly broken,

~And my daddy continues

~With more bad words spoken,

~''I'm sorry!? I scream"

~But it's now much too late.

~His face has been twisted

~Into an unimaginable shape.

~The hurt and the pain

~Again and again

~Oh please God, have mercy!

~Oh please let it end!

~And he finally stops

~And heads for the door

~While I lay there motionless

~Sprawled on the floor.

~My name is Chris

~I am three,

~Tonight my daddy

~Murdered me.

~Post if your against child abuse


hello all people friends and foe, my name is harris Soul walker. I am a summoner a spell crafter and a ward crafter. IN my life I have helped countless people through there struggles I don't requir se any payment your friendship and trust is all the payment I require. I am also the crafter of the decagram ward if so people beware before cursing me cause it will rebound on you.

I am a friendly guy,once you get to know me. Simply,My love is nothing compared of magick.


Blue=I want a second chance

Yellow=you're cute

Green=I want a kiss

Purple=I will die for you

Red=I want you to kiss me

Pink=let's cuddle

Orange=I owe you a kiss

Black=I want a hug

Rainbow=I want you in my bed

White=I'm crushing on you

Brown=I love you

Blood red=come to the back room with me ;)


Turquoise=I don't like you

Aqua=I hate you

Gold=let's be friend

Silver=you're my enemy

Periwinkle=(note: if you pick this color you pick what goes here)

Grey=I think I'm falling in love

Mystery=what I want is you

If I don't answer u it's cause the message limit

don't care if you're gay or straight, everybody needs love.

I don't care if you're diseased with an incurable sickness, everybody deserves a chance.

I don't care if you're ugly or pretty, everybody has flaws.

I don't care if you're black or white, everybody has the same capabilities.

I don't care if you're weird, everybody needs to change. (plus i'm am weird too :D)

I don't care if you're rich or poor, everybody needs warmth.

I don't care if you're different, everybody is.

Repost this if you agree with it

I have five friends now those who i can trust with my heart and soul , Gabriel1, mage of yin , Neikopist and xander 1234

TAKEN by SHADOW SINNER ( nick ) . I will never love anymore more then i love him. i am his and he is mine, i love him with all of my heart. those who have an interest in him, i will say it only once you won't get another warning, back of or you won't like the results .

mess with them and my wrath will fall on you remember that.


Death doesnt like to be cheated, yet mankind creates so much, professions even.. Just to delay that inevitable day. The sweet release..

Maybe my life is just a Wonderful, but oh so horrible nightmare.. and when I die.. My dream may be of a more pleasant nature and who knows.. maybe we could be together.

I am Fateless. Searching for a purpose is my purpose, my fate. All of those fated in my life, I am forever destined to choose against their fate. Their fate is with me and therefore I am without them. I have no set fate. My fate is reliant on them. Without them I am nothing. I have no purpose. No meaning, no fate.

Oh bearer mine.. Let me help you fill the world with teeth.

Oh bearer mine.. silence me to end the voices..

Oh bearer mine.. There's still so much left to burn..

We all wear masks. Some we can never remove. Not even for ourselves. Because after all.. if you find a mask that fits, You never need to take it off.

To some Im a soulless demon. To others Im an angel.

Some scars never heal.. Some I never want to heal..

Pain is inevitable, suffering however is optional. I chose to endure this suffering, your worth it..

Na etoy zemle mezhdu nebom i adom.. Ne pozvolyayte Koshmary presledovat' vas.

Tak mngoo kashmarov

Moya lyubov', pozhaluysta, ne ostavlyayte menya. Yesli vy khotite , chtoby ya ne ostanovit vas. No, po krayney mere, pozvolit' mne smert'. YA lyublyu tebya. Pozhaluysta, ne ostavlyayte menya.

If I die by you.. Please let me die in your arms.. Your loving embrace..

If you die by me.. I will let you however you wish.. But know.. There's no need to apologize.. I couldnt live with myself..


A random shit I like: "Sorry about the whole shooting you thing. But I know if you look deep within your heart, which is currently all over that tree, you'll find a way to forgive me"

"I am a fuck-mothering vampire, I killed a lot of people to get this title, I deserve to be called such"


When you stare into the abyss.. The endless void.. Sometimes it stares back.. Those who were consumed by it do to..


You don't have to stay.. It's appreciated that you do. And have for this long.. If you want to.. I won't stop you from leaving.. but just know.. You mean the world to me.. I love you with all my heart.. A heart which you've made warm again.. And put back together.. Just as I tried to fix you.. By being someone who actually cared.. By always trying to make you smile, and make life bearable. But there's always those sharp edges.. Except I've been on the bad end of them and got used to it.. Except those jagged edges aren't used on me anymore.. Their just a part of you.. A part I've come to love.. Because it makes you.. You.. Without them you just wouldn't be the same.. I wouldn't either..


Are her arms holding me ever so tightly a reminder of her love? Or merely that I am hers? And only hers.


"I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me"

"Ive come undone. I think I'll kill everyone. My, what have I done. Fuck it lets kill everyone"

"Fuck away the pain"

"Break the world I know"

"Inside this fantasy, It seems so real to me. Synthetic ecstasy when her legs are open"

"We know that it ends eventually, but its alright. cause right now were frozen."

"True love behind a wall. Where men and angels fall. A fading memory when my mind is frozen."

"Its better to be broken than to break"

"Fuck my life"

"I live in your head and I will haunt your fucking dreams"

"No one will love you like I did, will treat you like I did"

"No one will love you like I did, will touch you like I did. So good luck finding something better"

"No one will love you like I did, will fuck you like I did"

"Craving bullets from her gun"

"Just to watch them burn alive"

"You love the things I say I'll do"

"The way I'll hurt myself again just to get back at you"

"I am aware, that I am an asshole. I really dont care"

"Why dont you see it"

"Dont know what went wrong"

"Feels like a hundred years I still cant believe you're gone"

"So I'll stay up all night with these bloodshot eyes"

"I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all"

"Step into your picture perfect world just to piss it off"

"This is your last warning, a courtesy call"

"Dirty secrets, heavy memories, and broken hearts across the floor"

"Its not fair when you say that I didnt try"

"I swear I never meant to let it die"

"I need your carrion"

"I walk alone"

"No one knows I lost my soul long ago"

"Lied too much"

"Am I too much?"

"Remembering the one I left at home"

"Forget about the life I used to know"

"While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through"

"I cant quite contain or explain my evil ways or explain why Im not sane"

"I'll never get away, cause if I try to stray it only holds me closer. I'll never get away, I love it anyway"

"And fade away"

"Betrayed, disgraced. You've been erased."

"I have escaped the bitter taste of you"

"Never trust anyone sober"

"Cause too much thinking is bad for my health"

"Its like a fire cause when its started I cant control it and I burn myself"

"So long, So long. I have erased you"

"So long, So long. Ive wanted to waste you."

"The monster inside, the voices in your head. They're telling you to wash away the crimson stains"

"Take all of me"

"Back to you again"

"This is the end of the line, So thankyou for coming along"

"My time has come, I dont want to leave you behind"

"All I dream of is waking to you"

"Your touch is what Im missing"

"Dont leave me alone"

"I hate living without you"

"Dead wrong to ever doubt you"

"I'll sleep when Im dead."

"Glare at my screen with two big bloodshot eyes"

"Theres no such thing as maybe"

"It only takes one spark for two to fall apart"

"Give me one if its real and two if you can feel it. Give me three signs that your awake"

"Im still broken"

"I took you in with arms wide open"

"So say a benediction for a new addiction"

"This will make you Ultranumb"

"A new manipulation"

"Take advantage of what you deny"

""Have you any soul?" "No sir by the way what the hell are morals?""

"A heart made of stone, callous and bone."

"Fracture and tear it out"

"To think I called it my own."

"I wouldve never thought the pain could grow"

"So I'll break it knowing what you said"

"The pain is what you make it"

"Step into the changes"

"Embrace the changes and be consumed"

"Test my reality"

"Clinging to insanity"

"Everyone started out a little insane but we learned pretty quick how to fake it"

"We share the same disease"

"We're not cynics, we just dont believe a word you say"

"We're not critics, we just hate it all anyway"

"You're so cynical"

"Narcissistic Cannibal"

"Im coming undone"

"Im starting to suffocate"

"As the tears roll down her face"

"I'd rather be a million miles away"

"Like a whisper in my head"

"My view of heaven looks like someone's hell"

"Breathing while you drown"

"Over and over, Im here again"

"I am a ghost, but only if you remember"

"So save your prayers and promises for something better"

"I scream but only echoes care to answer"

"Or Stay forevermore"

"I sold my soul"

"I cant wait to die"

"I know you fucking hate it, thats what im paid for"

"Im gonna bring your world crashing down around you"

"I go about things the wrong way"

"I torture you"

"Take my hand through the flames"

"Im just a sucker for pain"

"But if we wait long enough we will be saved"

"Its only a nightmare"

"I know I bite, but I mean well"

"Now im scared to even open my mouth"

"As you can tell from these scars, Im not the man that you knew before"

"The time has come for me to disappear"

"Bloodstains dance in our vision"

"Feeling super suicidal"

"I want the world to go away"

"No time for goodbye"

"Don't put your life in someone's hands, they're bound to steal it away"

"It's hard to imagine, but one day you'll end up like me"

"Let's kill tonight"

"Show them all your not the ordinary type"

"Im telling you, that you are better"

"I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake" ^,.,^

"Why have you forsaken me"

"Shadow of the messenger I should be"

"Broken, they'll be here to set you free"

"Proves you'll never let them set you free"

"All my friends are heathens"

"Cold and alone, it suits you well"

"Why can't you remember that I cannot save you"

"Holding onto something that you just can't reach"

"One last chance to survive"

"Never considered it futile, to carry the weight of your pain"

"You were out of reach, and we're out of time"

"I cower when you're near"

"Its torture"

"The scars born out of fear"

"You can set yourself on fire"

"You're never gonna learn"

"The feelings I hate, will finally drown"

"You're mine"

"I love her anyway"

"Go ahead, kick the shit out of me"

"You said you always keep your word"

"No happy ending will ever find you"

"Wake up to this nightmare that will never end"

"Pour the gasoline, burning all the fears away"

"Make the pain numb, washing all the stains away"

"you're nothing but a nuisance"

"Theres not a chance in hell, you'll live to tell"

"I should've known better"

"Wake me up inside"

"I see things nobody else sees"


There's a 13 year old girl, and she wished

that her dad would come home from

the army, because he'd been having

problems with his heart and right

leg. It was 2:53 p.m . When she made

her wish. At 3:07 p.m. (14 minutes

later), the doorbell rang, and

there her Dad was, luggage and all!!

I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I've been

having trouble in my job and on the

verge of quitting. I made a simple

wish that my boss would get a new

job. That was at 1:35 and at 2:55

there was an announcement that he

was promoted and was leaving for

another city. Believe me...this

really works!

My name is Ann and I am 45 years

of age. I had always been single

and had been hoping to get into a

nice, loving relationship for many

years. While kind of daydreaming

(and right after receiving this email)

I wished that a quality person would

finally come into my life. That was at

9:10 AM on a Tuesday. At 9:55 AM

a FedEx delivery man came into my

office.He was cute, polite and

could not stop smiling at me. He

started coming back almost everyday

(even without packages) and asked me

out a week later. We married 6

months later and now have been

happily married for 2 years.

What a great email it was!!

Just scroll down to the end, but

while you do, think of a wish.

Make your wish when you have completed

scrolling. Whatever age you are, is the

number of minutes it will take for your

wish to come true. are 25 years

old, it will take 25 minutes for your wish

to come true).

Go for it!



Congratulations! Your wish will

now come true in your age minutes.

Now follow this

can be very rewarding!

If you repost this within the next 5 min.

something major that you've been wanting

will happen

Gods/Goddesses I work with :

1. Hecate

2. Hel

3. Freyr

4. Odin

5. Apollo

6. yami

The demons I work with:


2. Abaddon












My Favourite Shows:

1. The Blacklist

2. The Mentalist

3. The big bang theory

4. supernatural

Favourite Anime :

1. Fairytail

2. Naruto

3. Bleach

4. Sword Art Online

The Mailing system:

When mailing me,


? Ask for help about any type of subjects relating magick.

? Share something logical


? Send Mail without subject.

. also please refrain from spells related to the darker necromancy aspects , if you ask me to cast them then I won't plain and simple ( this doesn't include spells like raising dead or such )

My paths include:

? Norse

? Druidry

? Angelism

. Demonisim

. Astral projection

. Spell/ward crafter

. Egyptian

. Aztec

. Greek

Not that much people care for me

I wish I was with the people who I care for, and not in a place of hatred and unfair treatment, as well as sitting in the corner waiting for the day that I can get out of the cage called depression, and being tortured by loneliness and nightmares that haunt me, with nobody to hold in my darkest times and moment's

And I mean in real life not on here



Just sleep

Just dream

Just sleep

Just dream

Just sleep

Just dream

In the back of my mind

I've been trying to chase a monster this whole time

But I couldn't see

The monster was me

And no one heard our cries

Now I've run out of tears

The time has come for me to disappear

Get me out of this mess

And away from this stress

Set me free so I can rest

We're only kids who lost our way

But if we wait long enough

We will be saved

Just sleep

Just dream

This isn't fair

No we're not just what we seem

We want to fly

But our souls are trapped inside

It's not a game

Not to blame

We're forced to hide

Just sleep

Just dream

It's only a nightmare

And soon we'll be set free

And soon we'll be set free

And I've been crying out for help

I know I bite but I mean well

Can you see my disguise

I'm different inside

Can you break this spell

And all the ghosts from before

They're knocking and they're breaking down your door

So please set us free

Now you have the key

Because I can't take the pain no more

No more

We're only kids who lost our way

But if we wait long enough

We will be saved

Just sleep

Just dream

This isn't fair

No we're not just what we seem

We want to fly

But our souls are trapped inside

It's not a game

Not to blame

We're forced to hide

Just sleep

Just dream

It's only a nightmare

And soon we'll be set free

We're only kids who lost our way

But if we wait long enough

We will be saved

Just sleep

Just dream

This isn't fair

No we're not just what we seem

We want to fly

But our souls are trapped inside

It's not a game

Not to blame

We're forced to hide

Just sleep

Just dream

It's only a nightmare

And soon we'll be set free

And now,time for some Copy,Paste,Repost!

"That boy you punched in the hall today? He committed suicide a few minutes ago.That girl you called a slut in class? She's a virgin. That boy you called lame? He's working everynight to support his family. That girl you pushed down the hall? She's already being abused at home. That girl you called fat? She's starving herself now. That old man you called ugly for having scars? He fought for our country. That boy you teased for crying? His mom's dieing. Think you know them? Well,you don't. If you want to stop bullying,then repost this. Probably 99% of you won't,but if you are one of the 1% who care,you already know what I am going to ask of you. I care,do you?"

Cna yuo raed tihs??? Olny 55% of plepoe can. I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! fi yuo cna raed tihs, palce it on your profile.

The 6 Truths of Life

1. You can't lick all your teeth with your tongue

2.You just tried to do the above

3.The first one is a lie

4.You're smiling right now because you're realizing you're an idiot

5.You are going to post this on your page for some other sucker to read it

6.You're smiling like an idiot right now

"A blind man walks to a hole. Another man watches. The blind man falls. Who is to blame?"

FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr./Mrs.REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM.FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.REAL FRIENDS: Will sit next to you saying ''Dang, we really messed up,but that sure was fun!''FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry.REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you.FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a fewdays then give it back.REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours.FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.REAL FRIENDS: Can write a book about you, with direct quotes from you.FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowdsbutt that left you.FAKE FRIENDS: Will knock on your front door.REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say ''I'M HOME!''FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile.REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.FAKE FRIENDS: Say they are too busy to listen to your problems, but when it comesto them they expect you to have all the time in the world.REAL FRIENDS: Not only kick everything out of their schedule to listen to what?s wrong, but help come up with vindictive plans to make you feel a whole lot better!FAKE FRIENDS: Make you say sorry when you want to talk to them at odd hours of the night, or even just hang out at odd hours.REAL FRIENDS: Come right over and hang out with you, until you either fall asleep, or kick them out.FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this.REAL FRIENDS: Will repost it.


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I am also a member of the demonic clan so any summonings of them you can ask me and I will handle it out for you .

I can also see the dead so if any person has a haunting please contact me and I will send you the spells for banishing them

also if any one needs a spell specially crafted for them then please ask me first I have extreme knowledge about the workings so I can create one for you too

until the next time we meet ,may your journeys remain true and successful.



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