In a relationship so My status is TAKEN
Hi my name is Amara, I am a medium in training (I don't give online readings) Please don't message me about anything other than magic, it's not personal I am just not here to make friends.
Sorry, If you mail me to be friends or with no subject I will delete it.
You can add me as a friend though.
I AM A CHRISTIAN AND I AM PROUD!
I am fairly knowlegeable about magic I like to study spirits and spiritual beings, and powers such as Claircognizance, Clairvoyance, Clairsentience and Clairaudience.
I used to suffer from depression till I found my angel
I am 10 months clean (on cutting not drugs).
You can also message me on depression if you need help.
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day.
You?ve had yet another horrible day. You?re just ready to give up. So
you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide
note you? ve written and rewritten over and over and over
You take out those razor blades,
and cut for the very last time.
You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter
to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time.
A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door
to come tell you dinners ready.
You don?t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you
laying on your bed, so he thinks you?re asleep. He tells your
mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices
something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and
reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She?s
screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to
go tell Dad that ?Mommy is crying and sissy won?t
wake up.? Your dad runs to your room. He looks at
your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest,
sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what?s
going on, and he screams. He screams and throws
something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees,
he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and
they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next
day at school, there?s an announcement. The principal
tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few
seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone
goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers
think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular
they think of all the things they?ve said to you. That
boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can?t
help but hate himself for never telling you how
beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the
one that you told everything to, that broke up
with you.. He can?t handle it. He breaks down
and starts crying, and runs out of the school.
Your friends? They?re sobbing too, wondering how
they could never see that anything was wrong,
wishing they could have helped you before it was too late.
And your best friend? She?s in shock. She can?t believe it.
She knew what you were going through, but she never thought
it would get that bad? Bad enough for you to end it.
cry, she can?t feel anything. She stands up, walks out
of the classroom, and just sinks
to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out.
It?s a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came.
Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright
smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always
there for them,
to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories
they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone?s crying, your
little brother still doesn?t know you killed yourself, he?s too
Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot
. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be
there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through
the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your
casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and
cries and doesn?t stop for days. It?s two years later.
The whole school talks to a counselor/therapist
at least once a week. Your teachers all quit
their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now.
That boy that used to tease you cuts himself.
Your ex boyfriend doesn?t know how to love anymore and
just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into
depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself.
didn?t succeed like you did, but she tried?your brother?
He finally found out the truth about your death.
He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly
what you did for years leading up to your suicide.
Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became
a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom
diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day.
People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your
choices don?t just effect you. They effect everyone.
Don?t end your life, you have so much to live for.
Things can?t get better if you give up.
I?m here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk,
no matter who you are. Even if we?ve
NEVER talked before, I?m here for you.
Copy and paste this on your profile to show people there
are people out there that care
I like to give out virtual cookies,
if you don't accept my cookie I will not give you another
and if you steal a cookie I will kill you.
If I give you a doughnut you are special to me cuz those are rare.
Types of Cookies:
-M n M
I don't give out healthy gluten free crap cookies,
those are fake cookie impostors and real cookies
were not meant to be healthy.
I am very close to spirit guide.
Her name is Mia,pic of her in my photos.I love spiritual things,
they are real no matter what people say.
Fav Song-The End by Simple Plan/ Build you up-Kim Taylor
Fav Band-SimplePlan/FalloutBoy/TwentyOnePilots/Guns&roses/Any Rock
Fav Food-Baked Beans
Fav Bffs-Krista, Emma, Deana
Fav Word- Derp ^_^
Blue=I want a second chance
Green=I want a kiss
Purple=I will die for you
Red=I want you to kiss me
Orange=I owe you a kiss
Black=I want a hug
Rainbow=I want you in my bed
White=I'm crushing on you
Brown=I love you
Blood red=come to the back room with me ;)
Turquoise=I don't like you
Aqua=I hate you
Gold=let's be friend
Silver=you're my enemy
Periwinkle=(note: if you pick this color you pick what goes here)
Grey=I think I'm falling in love
Mystery=what I want is you
you kidnapped me, What will you do???
1) rape me
2) kill me
3) let me go
4) tie me down
5) tea party
6) make out
7) video games
9) never let me go
11) Hold Me there Forever?
12) Change my name and marry me
Girl: Do you like me?
Girl: Do you want me?
Girl: If I left would you cry?
Girl: Would you live for me?
Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Girl: Which would you pick, me or your life?
Boy: My life.
Hearing this, the girl turns and starts running away with tears. The boy chases after her and stops her.
You don?t cross my mind because you are always on my mind.
I don?t like you because I love you.
I don?t want you because I need you.
If you left I would die, not cry.
I wouldn't live for you because I would die for you.
I wouldn't do anything for you because I would do everything for you.
But I would still pick my life because you are my life."
You are not your age,
Nor the size of clothes you wear,
You are not a weight,
Or the colour of your hair.
You are not your name,
Or the dimples in your cheeks,
You are all the books you read,
And all the words you speak,
You are your croaky morning voice,
And the smiles you try to hide,
You're the sweetness in your laughter,
And every tear you've cried,
You're the songs you sing so loudly,
When you know you're all alone,
You're the places that you've been to,
And the one that you call home,
You're the things that you believe in,
And the people that you love,
You're the photos in your bedroom,
And the future you dream of,
You're made of so much beauty,
But it seems that you forgot,
When you decided that you were defined,
By all the things you're not.
Thanks for reading all that. Here have a cookie ^_^