Ludibrium Interitum Est ( Ridicule is Destruction )
Welcome ladies and gentlemen to the circus of the strange, the sideshow of the sinister and the theatre of the bizarre...
Enter a realm of dark wonders to indulge your wickiest dreams. Or, if you dare, explore the shadows of your most diabolical nightmares.. Cast your eyes upon cruel the oddities of nature and behold monstrous creatures from the depths of the abyss. Marvel with awe and dismay at unbelievable death-defying acts that teeter on the very brink of doom. Leave the mundane world behind, for those who visit this festival of phantasms are never the same again... Step this way... there is no turning back!
Disclamier: I'm not a Fool that comes from a reverse card version of the tarot deck of cards. I don't claim to be better then anyone or below anything. Don't claim to be human either I am aware my body is physically but my soul and mind is evolved differently from trauma. Really don't care what you say to me or what to believe unless you're already experince it before to understand it what I'm talking about. I'am quite insane of what I say but bluntly the truth I will tell you. Now on with the show....
WARNING!!!!: Rememberings dangerous. I find the past such a worrying, anxious place. The Past Tense, I suppose youd call it. Memorys so treacherous. One moment youre lost in a carnival of delights, with poignant childhood aromas, the flashing neon of puberty, all that sentimental candy-floss the next, it leads you somewhere you dont want to go. Somewhere dark and cold, filled with the damp ambiguous shapes of things youd hoped were forgotten. Memories can be vile, repulsive little brutes. Like children I suppose. But can we live without them? Memories are what our reason is based upon. If we cant face them, we deny reason itself! Although, why not? We arent contractually tied down to rationality! There is no sanity clause! So when you find yourself locked onto an unpleasant train of thought, heading for the places in your past where the screaming is unbearable, remember theres always madness. Madness is the emergency exit you can just step outside, and close the door on all those dreadful things that happened. You can lock them away forever
CAUTION!!! !: One of earliest human myth cycles is that of the dark trickster. This stranger appears without warning, and before he leaves, the world has been irrevocably changed. Sometimes this change seems for the better, but more often it is change for the worst. The trickster brings confusion and chaos into the world of people, who therefore dread his visitations. Modern men believe him to be the boogey-man of simpler, more primitive minds. There are those of us who know otherwise those who still fear that the trickster will once again visit our world and change it, forever
"Ladies and gentlemen! You've read about it in the papers! Now witness, before your very eyes, that most rare and tragic of nature's mistakes! I give you: the average man. Physically unremarkable, it instead possesses a deformed set of values. Notice the hideously bloated sense of humanity's importance. Also note the club-footed social conscience and the withered optimism. It's certainly not for the squeamish, is it? Most repulsive of all, are its frail and useless notions of order and sanity. If too much weight is placed upon them... they snap. How does it live, I hear you ask? How does this poor pathetic specimen survive in today's harsh and irrational environment? I'm afraid the sad answer is, 'Not very well'. Faced with the inescapable fact that human existence is mad, random, and pointless, one in eight of them crack up and go stark slavering buggo! Who can blame them? In a world as psychotic as this... any other response would be crazy!"
"Those who posses the gnosis of the Fool are truly blessed for whether the world of men deals well or ill with them they can only laugh uproariously in it's face"
"Always be true to yourself regardless of the consequences. I can assure you, not doing so has even greater consequences"
"The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents. We live on a placid island of ignorance in the midst of black seas of infinity, and it was not meant that we should voyage far. The sciences, each straining in its own direction, have hitherto harmed us little; but some day the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein, that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from the light into the peace and safety of a new dark age". -H.P.Lovecraft
Will, Desire and Belief = Magick
Three fold rules to magick: To Know, To Will, To Keep Silent
> Has roots in the deep ancestral past of the entire species
> These include distant ancestors experiences with universal concepts like
God, mother, water, earth, that are transmitted through the generations so
that people in every time have been influenced by their primate ancestors
> The contents of the collective unconscious are the same (more or less) for
people of every culture!
> These influence may peoples myths, legends, and religious
> It is humans innate tendency to react in a particular way whenever their
experiences stimulate a biologically inherited response tendency (like a
mothers unlearned or unlikely response of love toward her newborn)
> Initially contact with these images are forms without content but with
practice the content emerges and become relatively autonomous images
Source: Google: [PDF] Carl Jung: Analytical Psychology - IVCC
Gospel ov Chaos
1.Chaos. Feared through all times. The existing structure falls apart and the unknown waits outside. Man's fear of chaos is around the fear of uncontrollable changes where result is unknown. In myths and religions the forces of darkness have represented chaos,at night attacking human society in an attempt to destroy it. 2.Chaos is the original state of existence. It is the darkness that existed before creation, all the impulses that in a structure form creates a thought, what is unpredictable in nature and everything beyond our reason and understanding, hidden in the mists of mystery. Magick is the art of change therefore magick is knowledge about the effects of chaos. 3.Chaos is the term of the force itself and the effect of something beyond. The beyond can never be clearly defined and never in itself be experienced. The only thing that can be experienced is the force and the effect. 4.Everything originates from chaos,but chaos has no origin. When the things in our structure finally are destroyed they enter the un structured origin to perhaps later reincarnate through being restructured.Chaos is breathing .For every inhale the power contracts itself and things are created, but with exhale the power is lost and the existence ends. A magician must be familiar with the in and exhaling chaos if great magick is to be reached. 5.Chaos is backwards-striving force in everything that exists. Existences contraction of the force. After the contraction comes the disintegration. What we call God is the first existence in the contraction. The Devil is the first existence in the disintegration. The Devil seeks chaos,thus it becomes his abode. 6.Chaos is the power of Man. When Man questioned existence, a negating evolution towards chaos begun. The evolution of thought is the disintegration of the ordinary existence. "The tree of knowledge is not the tree of life" The thought is fastest manifestation of chaos. It is born out of chaos and strives towards chaos. The perfection of human thought is its transcending into chaos. 7.Chaos can be experienced anywhere ,at anytime, in special moments when time and space cease to exist and replaced with a crack through which chaos can be seen.Chaos is then seen as a fast movement of all exists in the middle of the emptiness, as lightening flash at night that reaches into thee soul of the one who is seeing. This movement is the Dragon, Tiamat of the Sumerians, Apep of the Egyptians. Those who have experienced chaos movement, receives a vision of the inner being of all that exists. This is the light of illumination, the fire of hell, the fire of the Dragon that burns the soul. 8.Chaos,as a force, can be used by a magician who has experienced it or who is familiar with its rhythm.Chaos can be directed into a object and cause effect through its natural pulse and cause changes and transformations the magicians wishes. 9.Chaos manifests itself through phenomena and courses of events in a never ending stream. If a magician is not to disappear in the enormous powers of chaos he must work with and through these streams; he must learn how to maneuver his/her situation in a effective way where the power-flow ov chaos used. 10. In the end chaos consumes everything that is not powerful enough to resist. A magician must therefore continuously increase his/her inner power, his/her personal magical power, to avoid the final annihilation. In the final meeting with the "beyond" a magician must be able to stand up in the decisive battle his/her existence. 11.Chaos is everything's future and everything's origin. We exist in a small drop that was washed ashore and is now on its way back into the black roaring ocean