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| All of my problems have been solved, I don't think I need magick anymore, however, I'll keep this account in case I need it again...
Right now I'm questioning a few things. I saved my mom and grandma from the wrath of a magick ancestor and her mother, and they never even noticed, and the energy signatures of those two ghosts were really hard to miss, even without technological help...now i'm wondering, is what I end up saving from supernatural activity really worth it? I'm sick of working in secret, especially since my grandma is an extreme baptist, and she can be judgmental without consideration...if i told anyone, who knows what could happen...With all of these abilities (including the non-paranormal related abilities), what am I supposed to do? it's obvious that most people probably won't understand anyway, but I can't help it, and I just keep getting stronger which causes more of these mixed feelings...now, should I use these abilities and help people, or continue to hide from 'normal' people? I'm so confused... i'm 17.I'm not as distant and moody as i used to be.I'm just a girl with many hobbies/interests.Apparently my family has had magickal history (which is odd, because i'm the only one that actually believes in this stuff). I pretty much turned my book of shadows/grimoire into a magick item itself, meaning i can basically use spells faster than usual(i don't have a wand or athame...so yeah). I've been practicing mainly shadow magick lately.
I have synaesthesia and low limit inhibition
i like Tatsunoko vs Capcom, Rez, megaman, megaman X, starfox, castlevania, street fighter, kingdom hearts,Devil May Cry,Final Fantasy X-2,Burnout:Revenge,and many more. I can't wait for halloween, thanksgiving (i'm healthy, but still a food addict), christmas, and New years eve!!
I was able to finally deal with my ancestor, however, i don't really know what i'm suppose to do with my magick now...though i'm not giving up on magick, i'm going to focus more on my other hobbies, like developing artificial intelligence. Ultra by kmfdm When you peel back my eyes, I see the pain and feel alive. My hatred heaps upon this fire, that burns inside and you blow higher. But I don't need to you anymore. You cannot hurt me anymore.
Keep it away from the fire unless you want it to burn. It burns - wildfire. Give it to me! Your wildfire - don't take it from me! Wildfire - give it!
And when you take me in your mind, into this dirty sodden shrine. I do not need you anymore. You cannot hurt me anymore.
Keep it away from the fire unless you want it to burn. It burns - wildfire. Give it to me! Your wildfire - don't take it from me! Wildfire - give it to me! Set on fire - don't take it from me! Your wildfire - take it!
When you peel back my eyes, I see the pain and feel flive. My hatred heaps upon this fire, that burns inside and you blow higher.
Keep it away from the fire unless you want it to burn. It burns - wildfire. Give it to me! Your wildfire - don't take it from me! Wildfire - give it to me! It burns - wildfire - don't take it from me! Wildfire - give it! Wildfire - give it to me! Your wildfire - don't take it from me! Wildfire - give it to me! Your wildfire - don't take it from me! You caught on fire. On fire. On fire - I do not need you anymore. Fire - You cannot hurt me anymore. Fire - give it, give it to me! On fire - I do not need you anymore. Fire - You cannot hurt me anymore. Fire - I do not need you anymore Fire - You cannot hurt me anymore. fire - you cannot hurt me.
i'm thinking about being a voice actress when i get older.I like heavy metal,rock,and techno music. I like bands like coldplay, apocalyptica, The Avalanches,DJ Keoki, disturbed,3 days grace,avenged sevenfold,evenescence,AFI,dethlok,breaking benjamin,KMFDM and many more.
I practice martial arts(i know a few and mix them together(i learn from realistic video games(stuff like tekken 3,i don't trust the movies due to the fact that some movies have stunt equipment instead of real fighting moves)
I've worked alone and most likely always will,I've never casted a spell with other people before.I follow my own path of religion, i just want to live life to the fullest and have a thrill or two, starting with motrocycles!.I've practiced magick ever since I was...either 7 or 8 years old.
PLEASE don't ask me anything about love spells. PLEASE don't ask me to cast spells for you.
experiences: dowsing(not yet mastered but i'm good)(I stopped lately) white magick(I stopped lately) Ouija board(nothing bad happened,i read how to properly use it) shadow magick psychometry(the ability to pick up images,histories,and impressions from objects and places,by holding the object)(I haven't used the ability in a while) Tarot card reading(beginner,I have a kingdom hearts tarot deck.) PLEASE don't ask me to do readings.) illusion magick black magick(only for emergencies) some type of forcecraft in a different language (as long as it works, i'm not complaining) psi manipulation/visualization techniques(i'm alot better now than how i was 7 years ago) Ghost hunting with magick (and technology)
i've been on this website since sometime in June 2008
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