|Hello. You may call me Gemini, Lazarus, Nilla, or a shortened version of any of those! If you know me personally already, this doesn't apply to you.
I am by no means new to magic, but also can't say my experience level is "expert" at this time. My hope for this site is that it will help me to expand my knowledge base, that I may connect and find community with the members here, and that I, too, may be of some help to someone else.
Age: A mystery! Just kidding, it's up there, but I shall let you do the math. OwO
Gender: Genderfluid, so this will change sometimes. Currently, very much a dignified Lady.
Elements: Fire and Water
Natal: Gemini Sun & Midheaven, Virgo Rising & Moon, Cancer Mercury, Leo Venus, and Mars Libra.
Interests: Astrology, Tarot, Divination of all sorts, Ouija, Spellcasting, Astral Projection, Meditation, Herbal Witchcraft, Fae, and more.
Specialties: Sigils, Herbal charms and blends, Simple and Medium-Complexity spells, Curses, Astrological readings, Ouija, and Dream Interpretation.
My ethical code: Do unto others as you would have done unto you--not necessarily what you would WANT done unto you. Basically, if you curse someone, prepare to receive karmic justice equal to or greater than the negative effects of said curse, and know this risk. That said, I do believe curses can be justified. For example, I do not like love spells; I prefer "notice-me" spells, glamours, and other attraction spells. That isn't to say I'm going to snap at someone or judge them if they use will-bending love spells--or will-bending spells of any kind. Basically, I believe there is a time and place for everything, so long as you know and accept that there could be consequences, and are prepared to deal with them.
Religious Alignment: I am a hard pagan polytheist, believing in and worshiping multiple pantheons: Greek, Celtic, and Norse. At this time I am also *considering* Satanism.
I feel a deep connection, respect, and appreciation for death, beauty, love, sacrifice, martyrdom, sleep, despair, identity, communication, redemption, the concept of reality and duality, envy, and wrath. I write a lot of poetry, songs, and short stories featuring these concepts, and I feel closer to deities who encompass, represent, or reign over these things.
That said, I am a mostly secular witch.
You should message me if: You just want to chat, have questions, want a really basic astrological personality/compatibility reading, or anything else! I'm real friendly! OwO
Personal Info: I'm pansexual, with a preference for ladies. My music preferences lie with acoustic angst songs, vaporwave, witch house, seapunk, jpop, kpop, vocaloid, screamo, punk rock, pop rock, and those "this is sparta" remixes of various things you find on youtube. But, I'll listen to anything with poetic lyrics or a good beat!
I have been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, ptsd, and an unspecified dissociation disorder. My life has been filled with strife; I've made peace with this--mostly. I only mention it because I want those seeking help to know that I've been there. I will be a shoulder to cry on for anyone who really needs it, even if I'm not always available.
I am an artist. I paint, draw, sculpt, write, sing, and act. I love aesthetics.
I love thunderstorms, tornadoes, and hot sunny days. Swimming is a great relaxation and focusing tool for me. Hot temperatures charge my batteries; I get cold easily.
I also participate in fandoms, though I won't go into detail as I don't think this is the proper site to do so. If you'd like my FFN account, though, Mail me!
And for flair, below here you'll find various assorted poems, quotes, and lyrics that I like. Some may be by me, others not. Each will have a credit blip so you can know the difference, and also it's origin. Reading these may give you a better feel for my personality, if you're interested in that! They'll be added and removed as I see it fit to my moods or personality, so if you ARE interested keep an eye out for that.
Lyrics are intended t be presented with their respective music. So, you won't get the full effect if you don't listen to the song. But it's up to you! OuO
USS, "This is the Best"
"On your way out, turn the lights out
Take your supermodels and your broken beer bottles
I don't care, party anywhere
I'm broke man, possibly beyond repair
This is the best, this is the best,
My head is such a fucking mess
This is the best, crack house arrest,
My head's a mess
Well I woke up on a Monday
I've been feeling pretty wired
I've been wide awake since Wednesday
I was feeling so inspired
By the state of my own execution
Drop me 'cause I can't let go"
OwO That's all I can think of for now!