My partron god/ddess is Tiamat. Tiamat was exalted to the rank of divinity, called "The god who has full knowledge of evil", that she remained in darkness and controlling the forces of chaos.Tiamat is the fountian source of primal hunger and life,represents all that is terrifying,the foul,the abomminable,and she is the Mother and the Queen of all fiends,demons,and monsters. She is all that lurks behind the Gates of Night,beyond the safe boundries of human perception. She manifests through dreams and nightmares,the unknown and the unconscious.
The Magick of Tiamat is that of utilizing chaos, primordial darkness (survival instinct) while confronting your drives, deep desires and using this raw power to shape your conscious life. Tiamat is deeply connected with primal chaos,if you meditate and listen to your darkest desires and instincts, you might hear her voice in dreams; invocations and communion with Tiamat is dangerous as it opens a primal door to our unconscious, base self. This primal force is both balanced between destructive and creative; transformation and protean shapes, theriomorphic and anthropomorphic, is continual.
DISCLAMIER: I'm not "The" Kingu father of Mankind and Demon King of Tiamat's brood of monsters and leader of the eleven pridmordial demons against the forces of order. I don't claim to be the King of anything or rule over anyone. Don't even see myself as a "evil" being I am what I choose to be and that is a being who helps other's with magick and help to understand it. Doesn't matter what you believe in or what you stand for it's your world and reality what you shape it as. Not here to tell to what is right or wrong in your life not mine to control and defiently not going to tell you how to live it. Thanks for understanding if you don't maybe you need more discipline in life's lessons. ^.^
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"BECAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH OR ASK FOR JUST MIGHT GET IT"
-Knowing your own darkness is the best method for dealing with the darknesses of other people.
-There is no coming to consciousness without pain .
-I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become .
-Everything that irritates us about others can lead us to an understanding of ourselves . C.GJung
Kingu will do:
>Give you advice on Magick topics only
>Point you in the right direction
>Give you suggestions to Help/Aid yourself
Kingu will not do:
>Cast for you
>Talk about your Problems in society or daily Life (can be resovled with magick)
>Waste my time on ignorance and haters
I am not here to judge you, but I am here to help. I don't hand out aspirins; I hand out scalpels instead . . The time for weakness is over. It's time to stand and resist. There is a time for forgiveness, and a time for bloody fists. The time for the masquerade now ends; it's now time to stand exposed. No more turning other cheek unless cocking retaliatory blows. It takes a army of canines to fix what is now wrong, mercy is just weakness, exploited by the strong. It's time to drop the hammer, for I'm way past timeouts. I'm closing the books of fairytales, and snuffing the illusions out. It's time to step up, time to conjure the fire. It's time to toss the old you high upon the pyre. I will soak the rags in kerosene, and then light the flame. Burn the straw shelters of complacency down, and drop the chains on the floor. I will unlock the wolves and show them all the door. The time for masquerading ends, no more wasteful loathing. Time to face the wolf in wolfs clothing!!!! - UNKNOWN
Tiamat said unto Kingu "I have cast the spell for you and make you Greatest in God's Assembly.I put into your power rule over all Gods! You shall be the greastest,for you are my only lover! Your commands shall always prevail over all Aunnaki. She gave him the "Tablet of Destinies" and he clasped it to his breast. "YOUR UTTERANCE SHALL NEVER BE ALTERED! YOUR WORD SHALL BE LAW!"
The Forgotten Generations of Man
And was not Man created from the blood of KINGU
Commander of the hordes of the Ancient Ones?
Does not man possess in his spirit
The sees of rebellion against the Elder Gods?
And the blood of Man is the Blood of Vengeance
And the blood of Man is the Spirit of Vengeance
And the Power of Man is the Power of the Ancient Ones
And this is the Covenant
For, lo! The Elder Gods possess the Sign
By which the Powers of the Ancient Ones are turned back
But Man possesses the Sign
And the Number
And the Shape
To summon the Blood of his Parents.
And this is the Covenant
Created by the Elder Gods
From the Blood of the Ancient Ones
Man is the Key by which
The Gate of IAK SAKKAK may be flung wide
By which the Ancient Ones
Seek their Vengeance
Upon the face of the Earth
Against the Offspring of MARDUK.
For what is new
Came from that which is old
And what is old
Shall replace that which is new
And once again the Ancient Ones
Shall rule upon the face of the Earth!
And this is too the Covenant!
The Dragon Speaks
I am thine Inmost Self.
I gaze out upon thy world of colored lights from the Darkness behind thine eyes.
I reach out through thy hands and touch The soft pleasures of thy living world.
I am the most Ancient One, the Creator of the Gods.
I am the Changing and Changeless One.
And whenever thou gazeth into the eyes of another, there! Lo! I Gaze back at thee!
I am the Source of All That Is!
He who recognizes Me as his own Self becomes also the Source
And is, in Truth, a Sorcerer.
He who allows the flow of My Being To Writhe through the sinews of his body,
to Touch and Change All in accordance with his Will, Is, in Truth, a Magician.
And My Dragon Magic is sweet for I Grant thee thy Wishes.
In what thou calleth dreams, I Gather My Forces.
In what thou calleth reality, I Stage My Dreams.
I Grant to all who seek My Being and My Power the Right to seek their own Pleasures!
I am the True God, the One God, the Only God Which Is.
I am thee and thou art Me.
Yea, even My Symbol is the Mirror!
And know well My Name for by honoring It in all thy Actions thou wilt
Be and remain worthy of My Dragon Magic .
The Words of the Dragon Tiamat
I am that which you hide away from others
I am the Eye which seduces all within its gaze.
I am the voice of which power is formed.
I am the thought of which is exist beyond flesh.
We are legion yet we come from one source.
There is only one from within you.
You are the point and the beginning,
Azothoz as the devourer.
In nature can you understand my spirit in all things.
In doing such you will understand yourself.
In understanding yourself you will be able to utilize all
of your senses and develop skills to master what
you Will in this world.