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Name: Uta2205
Location: Oh ya know.. The darkest depths of my mind
Gender: Male
Last Seen: Sun, 30 Apr 2017

Membership: Member

Personal Bio
Hai dere.. I go by Zack, Pluto, Kanato, Grey, Black/Kuro... I am a wolf, and have part of my mind which acts as such.. and forewarning you I have one of the most cynical outlooks on life ever. Just another note im plagued by hallucinations.. Some which manage to come into reality.. So that can explain some things on my profile or things I say/do... If I dont respond its cause im a tad bit shy/antisocial.. But I'll still respond to anybody who messages me.. probably.. and I dont bite.. Mostly ^,.,^ and I personally, say im one of the worst people ever


A bottomless curse. A bottomless sea. Call to the bloodless wherever they be.. Can you hear the sea?

A bottomless curse, A bottomless sea. Source of all greatness, all things that be..


Most everything on my profile is directed to/for a specific person..

Basically my life: Fml, my life's ruined even more. Sad, Depressed and wanting to die again. I usually adore despair.. But this is just depressing. And Currently, everything.. Is about to be over. Life included.


Mood: I found my Solace.. Or sisters of it to be exact.. and becoming emotionless once again.. Feels great.. One more day.. then I'll be fully back to that ^,.,^

Death doesn't like to be cheated, yet mankind creates so much, professions even.. Just to delay that inevitable day. The sweet release..


THE LEGEND NEVER DIES- Congrats on those who get the reference, Praise the Darkmoon/..Sun..

Maybe my life is just a Wonderful, but oh so horrible nightmare.. and when I die.. My dream may be of a more pleasant nature and who knows.. maybe we could be together.

I am Fateless. Searching for a purpose is my purpose, my fate. All of those fated in my life, I am forever destined to choose against their fate. Their fate is with me and therefore I am without them. I have no set fate. My fate is reliant on them. Without them I am nothing. I have no purpose. No meaning, no fate.

Oh bearer mine.. Let me help you fill the world with teeth.

Oh bearer mine.. silence me to end the voices..

Oh bearer mine.. There's still so much left to burn..

We all wear masks. Some we can never remove. Not even for ourselves. Because after all.. if you find a mask that fits, You never need to take it off.

Im a bit of a psycho(A sentimental psychopath officially) and a schizo so yeah ^-^

To some Im a soulless demon. To others Im an angel.

Some scars never heal.. Some I never want to heal..

Pain is inevitable, suffering however is optional. I chose to endure this suffering, your worth it..

Na etoy zemle mezhdu nebom i adom.. Ne pozvolyayte Koshmary presledovat' vas.

Tak mngoo kashmarov

Moya lyubov', pozhaluysta, ne ostavlyayte menya. Yesli vy khotite , chtoby ya ne ostanovit vas. No, po krayney mere, pozvolit' mne smert'. YA lyublyu tebya. Pozhaluysta, ne ostavlyayte menya.

If I die by you.. Please let me die in your arms.. Your loving embrace..

If you die by me.. I will let you however you wish.. But know.. There's no need to apologize.. I couldnt live with myself..



"Sorry about the whole shooting you thing. But I know if you look deep within your heart, which is currently all over that tree, you'll find a way to forgive me"

"Dont let them get in your head my love, I'll kill them if they do"

"Turn back before its too late, unless you have something of an interest in nightmares"

"Memento mori"

"I do love you.. But isn't that how you've made me?"

"From the pool of red we were given life. Then a hunger in us born deep.. But, should our time on this earth cause you wakeful strife.. Forever inside us, you'll sleep."

"Nec Possum Tecum Vivere Nec Sine Te"

A name that was given to me based on my personality, that I'm rather fond of~ Dredgen Yor. Or in other words, Eternal Abyss.

"Stop running from who you are.. Confront it, embrace it, and go for its throat" Just saying, but theres more to this.. but I dont feel like adding it.

The more I'm ignored, the less I say.. The better.

"I want to die"

"Crippling Depression"

They say when one door closes, another opens..Yet the only door I can see.. The only door I'll ever see.. Is closed.

In my eyes, Indisposed; In disguises no one knows.

Bitte meine Herrin. Lass mich rein. Mich annehmen.

Thoughts of her sing me to sleep

We only look whimsical.

Im trying to make up for my past.. Just like you.

If fixing big things were easy, everyone would do it.


When you stare into the abyss.. The endless void.. Sometimes it stares back.. Those who were consumed by it do to..


You don't have to stay.. It's appreciated that you do. And have for this long.. If you want to.. I won't stop you from leaving.. but just know.. You mean the world to me.. I love you with all my heart.. A heart which you've made warm again.. And put back together.. Just as I tried to fix you.. By being someone who actually cared.. By always trying to make you smile, and make life bearable. But there's always those sharp edges.. Except I've been on the bad end of them and got used to it.. Except those jagged edges aren't used on me anymore.. Their just a part of you.. A part I've come to love.. Because it makes you.. You.. Without them you just wouldn't be the same.. I wouldn't either..


Are her arms holding me ever so tightly a reminder of her love? Or merely that I am hers? And only hers.


places better left untouched, secrets better left alone...

only a fool would so brazenly roam... Unending death awaits prying eyes



"I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me"

"I've come undone. I think I'll kill everyone. My, what have I done"

"Break the world I know"

"Inside this fantasy, It seems so real to me. Synthetic ecstasy when her legs are open"

"We know that it ends eventually, but its alright. cause right now were frozen."

"True love behind a wall. Where men and angels fall. A fading memory when my mind is frozen."

"Its better to be broken than to break"

"Love so alive, but it died in its sleep"

"Now that its dead, I live in your head and I will haunt your fucking dreams"

"No one will love you like I did, will treat you like I did"

"No one will love you like I did, will touch you like I did. So good luck finding something better"

"Craving bullets from her gun"

"Just to watch them burn alive"

"You love the things I say I'll do"

"The way I'll hurt myself again just to get back at you"

"Why don't you see it"

"Don't know what went wrong"

"Feels like a hundred years I still cant believe you're gone"

"So I'll stay up all night with these bloodshot eyes"

"I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all"

"Step into your picture perfect world just to piss it off"

"This is your last warning, a courtesy call"

"Dirty secrets, heavy memories, and broken hearts across the floor"

"Its not fair when you say that I didn't try"

"I swear I never meant to let it die"

"I need your carrion"

"I walk alone"

"No one knows I lost my soul long ago"

"Remembering the one I left at home"

"While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through"

"I cant quite contain or explain my evil ways or explain why Im not sane"

"I'll never get away, cause if I try to stray it only holds me closer. I'll never get away, I love it anyway"

"And fade away"

"Betrayed, disgraced. You've been erased."

"I have escaped the bitter taste of you"

"Never trust anyone sober"

"Cause too much thinking is bad for my health"

"Its like a fire cause when its started I cant control it and I burn myself"

"So long, So long. I have erased you"

"So long, So long. I've wanted to waste you."

"The monster inside, the voices in your head. They're telling you to wash away the crimson stains"

"Take all of me"

"Back to you again"

"This is the end of the line, So thankyou for coming along"

"My time has come, I don't want to leave you behind"

"All I dream of is waking to you"

"Your touch is what I'm missing"

"Don't leave me alone"

"I hate living without you"

"Dead wrong to ever doubt you"

"I'll sleep when I'm dead."

"Glare at my screen with two big bloodshot eyes"

"There's no such thing as maybe"

"It only takes one spark for two to fall apart"

"I'm still broken"

"I took you in with arms wide open"

"So say a benediction for a new addiction"

"This will make you Ultranumb"

"A new manipulation"

"Take advantage of what you deny"

""Have you any soul?" "No sir by the way what the hell are morals?""

"A heart made of stone, callous and bone."

"Fracture and tear it out"

"To think I called it my own."

"I would've never thought the pain could grow"

"So I'll break it knowing what you said"

"The pain is what you make it"

"Step into the changes"

"Embrace the changes and be consumed"

"Clinging to insanity"

"Everyone started out a little insane but we learned pretty quick how to fake it"

"We share the same disease"

"We're not cynics, we just don't believe a word you say"

"We're not critics, we just hate it all anyway"

"You're so cynical"

"Narcissistic Cannibal"

"I'm starting to suffocate"

"As the tears roll down her face"

"I'd rather be a million miles away"

"Like a whisper in my head"

"My view of heaven looks like someone's hell"

"Breathing while you drown"

"Over and over, I'm here again"

"I am a ghost, but only if you remember"

"So save your prayers and promises for something better"

"I scream but only echoes care to answer"

"Or Stay forevermore"

"I sold my soul"

"I cant wait to die"

"I torture you"

"Take my hand through the flames"

"I'm just a sucker for pain"

"But if we wait long enough we will be saved"

"Its only a nightmare"

"I know I bite, but I mean well"

"Now I'm scared to even open my mouth"

"As you can tell from these scars, I'm not the man that you knew before"

"The time has come for me to disappear"

"Bloodstains dance in our vision"

"I want the world to go away"

"No time for goodbye"

"Don't put your life in someone's hands, they're bound to steal it away"

"It's hard to imagine, but one day you'll end up like me"

"Let's kill tonight"

"Show them all your not the ordinary type"

"I'm telling you, that you are better"

"I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake" ^,.,^

"Why have you forsaken me"

"Shadow of the messenger I should be"

"Broken, they'll be here to set you free"

"Proves you'll never let them set you free"

"All my friends are heathens"

"Cold and alone, it suits you well"

"Why can't you remember that I cannot save you"

"Holding onto something that you just can't reach"

"One last chance to survive"

"Never considered it futile, to carry the weight of your pain"

"You were out of reach, and we're out of time"

"I cower when you're near"

"Its torture"

"The scars born out of fear"

"You can set yourself on fire"

"You're never gonna learn"

"You're mine"

"I love her anyway"

"You said you always keep your word"

"No happy ending will ever find you"

"Wake up to this nightmare that will never end"

"Pour the gasoline, burning all the fears away"

"Make the pain numb, washing all the stains away"

"you're nothing but a nuisance"

"There's not a chance in hell, you'll live to tell"

"Wake me up inside"

"I see things nobody else sees"

"All alone"

"I know I should let go"

"Death surrounds, my heart beat slowing down"

"The day is my enemy"

"The night my friend"

"Hate the day"

"Praise the night"

"I don't want to be sober"

"I'm gonna bring your world crashing down around you"

"I go about things the wrong way"

"With every single kiss, I'm going to slit my wrists"

"With every single tear, I'm going to say goodbye my dear"

"Phony people come to pray"

"Look at all of them beg to stay"

"This is your time, your life flashing before your eyes"

"Soon enough you will realize, this is goodbye"

"Regret is wasted on me"

"I might just tear you apart"

"Dream a little dream of me"

"Hold me tight and tell me, you'll miss me"

"I hate my guts"

"You don't get me high anymore"

"Nothing is fun, not like before"

"Used to take one, now it takes four"

"I'm putting you out of your Misery"

"I wish I could say that I'm sorry"

"You know I never wanted to hurt you"

"I'm as bad as it gets"

"So hang me up now, by my neck, cause Im a fate worse than death"

"I don't wanna look you in the eyes"

"I don't wanna give you the chance to make me stay"

"I don't want to go"

"How cold have I become?"

"I didn't want to lose you by what I'd done."

"You are Lovely..."

"I should've known, I should've known, I didn't have a chance"

"I know how to play it pretty good against the measure"

"I'm the best you've ever had"

"Im learning all your tricks, I can hurt you from inside"

"I made myself a promise you would never see me cry"

"Im underneath your skin"

"Im the poison in your bones"

"I want to live" Although I yearn for death.. I have reasons..

"Test my reality"

"I'm coming undone"

"Too late"

"I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all" More fitting than ever

"When you want, just look away"

"No way your getting out of this"

"Some of us are destined to be outlived"

"Its the me that I let you know, cause I'll never show."

"I have my reasons"

"I've been staring at my death so many times"

"Even with all my flaws and my bad examples, You surprise me with just how perfect you are"

"I tried to warn you"

"Your all the hate that we share"

"You turn the ones that you love into the angriest mob"

"Nothing ever lasts forever"

"Its not like you to say sorry"

"I was waiting on a different story"

"This time I'm mistaken for handing you a heart worth breaking"

"I'll cry if I want to"

"Until the pity party's in flames"

"I torture you more and more everytime"

"Im gonna throw my memories away"

"I feel undone"

"Im cursed by everyday"

"I wont forget your last betray, I'll never forget this day"

"Dont want to leave you behind"

"This is the end of the line, so thankyou for coming along"

"Super Suicidal"

"Its a cold, cruel, harsh reality"

"No one gets out alive"

"We know all to well, its a living hell"

"You need to tie your tongue"

"Its not my concern"

"Sick of all the same withdrawals"

"In the shadow of all the guilt"

"No way your getting out of this"

"I don't have much to say"

"Sorry to disappoint again"

"I've failed to deliver"

"Already made up their minds about me"

"Must be fault of my own"

"I don't blame you"

"Who would wanna be around me"

"I wished I died on the day you left me for someone else"

"You said goodbye"

"You said how bad it hurts,.. Its a lie, Its a lie, Its a lie"

"You left me"

"Im about to lose my mind"

"Im running out of time"

"I need a doctor"

"I need a doctor to bring me back to life"

"Carry on, until everyone is gone"

"You'd never know this was an empty smile"

"I never meant to be so cold"

"I never got it right, I never stopped to think of you"

"I shouldve known better"

"It took me so long to see, but it was there in front of me"

"Kill me now"

"Lovers turn against one another"

"Only shame remains"

"Such a waste of time" over a year and a half..

"Take it back, take it back"

"Start to crack"

"All you have"

"The coldness follows"

"I wait in misery"

"I want to fight for this, save me from this darkness"

"All on our own, never needing help from you"

"Creatures of habit" Majorly, I haven't broken 1 habit my entire life

"Hold onto the pain of love taken from you"

"I can feel, but I still can't control myself"

"I don't want to go, and let you see all that has become of me"

"I didnt have a chance"

"It burns for a moment, but then it numbs you"

"Lied too much"

"Am I too much?"

"She said that she's had enough"

"Forget about the life I used to know"

"Can't go back"

"I want your everything, as long as its free"

"I want your love"

"You and me could write a bad romance"

"Caught in a bad romance"

"Dont let me get in your way"

"I miss the lies and the pain"

"I miss the bad things, the way you hate me"

"The way you blame me"

"Miss the phone calls, when its your fault"

"You tell me how hard you'll try"

"When we're at our worst, I miss the misery"

"We're Dysfunctional, physical"

"Me and you, sad but true, we're not us anymore"

"Still one thing we're good for"

"One last time to make me miss it"

"Heartless in a few ways"

"I swear that'd I like to change"

"Can't sleep, hope I stay awake"

"The feelings I hate will finally drown" I used to love them.

"Your so special, why aren't you dead?"

"Be careful you know what you wish for"

"Can't take too much of a good thing"

"I dont miss you, I miss the misery"

"We can't escape this paradigm"

"We've hurt eachother with the things we want to say"

"We couldve been so good together"

"Maybe its better this way"

"Please stay"

"Ignorance is kind"

"There's no comfort in the truth"

"Pain is all you'll find"

"Never gonna dance again, the way I danced with you"

"You left me here, all alone"

"I just might burn in hell"

"Better off this way, not hearing me complain"

"Im broken when I'm lonesome"

"Dont feel right when your gone"

"The worst is over now"

"Cause I'm broken when I'm open"

"I dont feel like I am strong enough"

"All she wanted was 'love' He's gonna love her to death"

"Got a secret, can you keep it?"

"Better lock it in your pocket, taking this one to the grave"

"If I show you then I know you won't tell what I said, cause 2 can keep a secret if one of them is dead"

"You are sworn to keep it"

"No one keeps a secret"

"Our brains become a living hell"

"Everybody tells"

"I know what your keeping"

"Swore you'd never tell"

"Im your biggest fan"

"I'll follow you until you love me ^,.,^"

"Kissing strangers, till I find someone I love"


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