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Name: Valazel
Location: Canada
Gender: Male
Last Seen: Mon, 17 Oct 2016

Membership: Member
Coven Title: Member

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Personal Bio
2016/10/16: Going to quit the site and leave my account inactive, this time it is permanent. To the people I've met here, this is a fond farewell. To those who were important to me, please read. For those random strangers visiting my profile, learn from my mistakes so that you wont experience the same fate that had befallen me. Buckle up, because this is going to get sappy and emotional.


To Lindy.

I wish you luck, long distance relationships are hard, but if both people are dedicated and really love each other, then it will work no matter what. You will sometimes go through hell, but the both of you will have to tough it out. I only talked to you for a little bit, but you made me feel so much better when no one else would talk to me, and for that, I give you my sincerest thanks. Things will get tough and seem utterly impossible at times, but remember that no matter how dark the night, the sun will always rise; things will ALWAYS get better.


To Bree (not to be confused with the Brianna I'm currently dating).

I haven't seen you in a while, I really do hope that you find someone better than I was to give you the happiness that you deserve. I really do wonder if things would have gone differently if I had stayed. Would we have moved in together in a year and lived out the fantasies that we had always dreamed about? I wanted to be the prince that you deserved, to save you from all of your pain and conflict. I really do apologize with all of my heart that I left you all alone. Just know that none of what happened was your fault.


And finally, to Julie.

This was the site where we first met and started our nine month relationship; those were some of the best times of my life. I still remember many of our firsts, from the first messages we sent to each other on the site, the first time we said that we love each other, to the first time we made love. I don't know what happened to you, but you have your reasons on why you disappeared on that day and I understand. I made things tough for you. I wasn't the best boyfriend in the recent months and I hurt you a lot; I was depressed, broken, and doubtful, and yet I took it out on the one person who just wanted to help. I was wrong. You were the most amazing thing in my life and I took you for granted. For that, I offer my sincerest and deepest apologies.

Still, I remember the good times that we have gone through. We had dreams of the future, of how we'd finally get married, and how we'd grow old and wrinkled, as I reach over and run my finger across your golden ring, looking into your eyes, and saying that I lived the happiest life in the world, because my wife was there with me. I remember our 8 month anniversary, and how I said with teary eyes that it was the greatest 8th month anniversary that I could have ever had. And I remember the day when you asked me out, unaware that I was speaking to someone who would become so very important in my life. It's bittersweet to think back on such dreams, to reminisce on the beautiful memories that we had, and the promises that we made in better times.

Things have quieted down Julie, and for the most part the heartbreak is fading away. I've been on a few dates with a few girls and clicked with one of them. She may be short, but she's a pretty and kind girl who really connects with me on an emotional level. How long will me and her date? I don't know, it could be over within a couple of weeks for all I know. But as I look into the future, I'm both optimistic and hopeful as a new yet unfamiliar dawn rises.

If you ever want to have that talk, you know how to contact me.


For those who must contact me:

My kik is Schwertkampfer, but if you can't find me then search up Joseph Bluefox (In homage to my newly dyed hair).

And my gamertag Dilzwield King.

Photos will forever be public.


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