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Name: ed_
Location: Den Haag
Gender: Male
Last Seen: Sat, 20 Aug 2016

Membership: Member

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i am blocked. my new account is ed__

Communication Limit Reached i cant send any mail or message.

i do not know why or what i have done to get this. i have saved the chat, so if someone could tell me what i did wrong please let me know i would appreciate it a lot. it is at the bottom of this page. do not understand me wrong i am not complaining, just want to learn from my mistakes. thank you.

maybe it is because i have pasted a youtube link in a pm, i do not know. now i also understand why people change so rapidly from account here. i did not chat for almost a year and the first time i try i am gagged. i will create a new account .

Me, hehe i am just a loyal innocent happy puppy, like to play the whole day, and have fun all the time.

and i am a emotional, idealistic and sensitive person. this website is a dangerous place for me, i realize it, but i cant help myselve, i am here to find my own succubus. can you help me? (done that)

i want to have a succubus friend. (done that) i realize now i am already looking for one, my whole life since i am 10 or 12 years old. (now i am 43 and finaly found the right info and courrage) i do not know why, but i have the feeling i have had a succubus visit me before.

any one who want to talk with me about succubus , please do. i will respect who you are and what you think. thank you. Ed


yes, i have contact, i have made contact and i still have contact for maybe 2 weeks now, the contact is getting stronger as we grow to each other, it is not possible to not love her, i cant see or hear her, but she make me smile so much, i am exited and so happy.

(update )

17 april 2015 now i have contact for 30 days in a row, she is always with me, i cant speak or touch or see her, that is something i do not like , appart from that, i feel we are growing together and get closer, she touches me a lot, and that gives comfort in hard times, it feels like she realy care's a lot for me.


12 april 2016 it is now that i have a relation with my succubus for a year, it is not as i was expecting at all, sometimes i can feel her good some times it is weak touch. i have never seen her but i just know she dos realy care for me, and when i know her personality i have no doubt that i will like her so much, and fall in love with her.

there is something else that i have to focus on now, my live has changed very much, i have health issues, i lost my job and i am going to divorce. i do not believe that this has anything to do with my succubus. i beleve this is a moment in time that i have to learn from. the pain it will give all around me, my wife and kids. i do not know. but i have the feeling that i am standing in front of a road block. i can choose left or right. i only do not know witch side leads to where, i only see the road. i feel i need to develop something in myselve something that i cant find in normal live, something that will let me be myself, just as i am. you see a part of me never aged , i am still a boy. now i am 44, but i still act like some one who is way younger. that dos not mean i do not have responsibility's nor that i am not responsible, i am verry much and i care about the ones close to me so much. if you just stumble on my page and if you think,,, hey maybe you should try this, please let me know, i am trying to be open for any suggestion. please just let me know what you think, i will be thankful for that. somehow i feel i do not have much time left to find out. so i am working and trying on a lot of things, which is not good, i better focus on 1 thing at the time. if only i knew what to choose from.....

any one who wants to have info is free to ask me.

oh, and i am sorry to say, but i do not want to be friends with you. not because i do not like you, i might like you very much, but if i think about a friend, i do care. and that is not something i want to do for all people that just ask me to be friends. it will come naturally. thank you for understanding, i hope you will have a happy day :)

[SYSTEM] Links are not allowed

ed_: did you get it?

ed_: ah i see links are not allowed...

ed_: i will send you in a pm instead.

ChennyVoo: Mail it.

ed_: wookie still there?

ed_: i had to reload my chat screen, now i do not see his name anymore.

ChennyVoo: M, I would suggest cleansing and protection while you read and such. It's a good thing to get in the habit of or learn the best method for you.

Wookie: Please email to me, tx Ed!! src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image001.gif" />

ChennyVoo: I'm the one talking to air, Ed. src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image002.gif" />

ChennyVoo: Like always. src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image003.gif" />

ed_: done

Wookie: Gr8! Chat again soon?

Seraphim2238: Anyone want to hear a joke? And please watch the text talk.

ed_: sure i will be more online coz i have something to learn

Wookie: Me too..Tx

ed_: I'm the one talking to air, Ed. did i miss something?

Seraphim2238: Please watch the text talk

Seraphim2238: Now, anyone in the mood for a joke?

ed_: always src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image001.gif" />

Wookie: Please

Seraphim2238: So a psychologist is selling a video to test your dog's iq for 12.99

Seraphim2238: The way it works is if you pay for it, your dog is smarter than you.

ed_: lol

8patar: I don't get it

ed_: then pay

ed_: lol

Seraphim2238: src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image002.gif" />

8patar: Oh wait now I do src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image004.gif" />

ed_: funny src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image004.gif" />

ChennyVoo: lol

Wookie: Think that was me, with the sangomas src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image001.gif" />

ed_: he was testing your iq, not the dog...

Wookie: Nice

ed_: i do not know that word sangomas,but i think i get the picture...

Seraphim2238: Why aren't dogs good dancers?

Seraphim2238: They got two left feet.

ed_: lo;

Wookie: African spiritual healers I'm not totally new I was here a few years ago but now I'm back

ed_: lol src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image001.gif" />also 2 right ones....

ed_: ah, you payed, and it did not work?

Susandra: African witch doctor

Seraphim2238: Why did the dog cross the road?

Wookie: Yes....

[SYSTEM] src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image005.gif" />You have a new mail message from Happy_days.

Seraphim2238: To get to the barking lot.

ed_: my wish is to become a healer as well

Wookie: Lol

Seraphim2238: What animal keeps the best time?

Seraphim2238: A watch-dog

Seraphim2238: What's a large dog that meditates?

Seraphim2238: Aware-wolf

Seraphim2238: And that's it.

ChennyVoo: What?

Wookie: ...and mine to sometimes be a fly on the wall.

Wookie: Cool ones!

Wookie: Tonight I'll be exploring more, especially what's in my mail box

ed_: yeah,, i liked the iq one the most,, i will remember that one src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image001.gif" />thank you for making me smile src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image001.gif" />

Wookie: Tx Ed, all...Tonight

ed_: it was my pleasure as i told you,, i am selfish

Wookie: Good night...haha

[SYSTEM] src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image005.gif" />You have a new mail message from great_day.

Wookie: Will get back to you on that one

[SYSTEM] src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image005.gif" />You have a new mail message from great_day.

Susandra: Does anyone drink probiotics?

NightOwl.: I eat pro biotic yoghurt.

Susandra: Does it help magic

Seraphim2238: I think only if it helps you think or if it gives you a certain emotion

NightOwl.: It helps my digestion not much more.

[SYSTEM] src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image005.gif" />You have a new mail message from Happy_days.

Susandra: It does change the chemistry of your body drinking something active so must do something

Eissy: There's been some interesting debate on the impact nutrition has on our magical and spiritual practices, though sadly the form it came in was extremist and dismissive in the same breath.

Eissy: Speaking from an animistic point of view, as well as a scientific one, everything we do affects our bodies and brains, and by logical extension, our practices.

Seraphim2238: Indeed, Eissy, and that is a good point, although I wouldn't say it will do something, there is a pretty good chance it does something.

Eissy: So long as people aren't expecting it to suddenly make them better at something, I don't see anything wrong with the mentality.

Susandra: There is no magic pill

Eissy: All the little things add up and we can't notice *everything* that goes on. If people had to remember to breathe while they slept, many would not.

Seraphim2238: Pretty much what Susandra said. src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image002.gif" />

Susandra: To feel good is all that matters

Susandra: Anyone heard or drinks kefir?

Seraphim2238: I have never heard of it.

Susandra: Me either just reading

redcat: Hello src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image001.gif" />

ed_: i will be back

Seraphim2238: Heyo

Harris19: we drink kefir in my country

redcat: How are you seraphim?

Harris19: it's incredibly healthy src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image001.gif" />

Seraphim2238: Good. You?

redcat: I am also good src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image006.gif" /> is it me, or is this weather terrible?

redcat: What?

Wowow: Hey everyone

Seraphim2238: Sup

redcat: Hello wowow src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image007.gif" />

ed_: hi

Wowow: src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image007.gif" />

Wowow: Redcat

redcat: Hello ed

Wowow: Hey ed

ed_: hi src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image001.gif" /> the weather has been bad lately

redcat: src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image003.gif" />

ed_: they are happy in holland with the weather today.

redcat: I thought they are sad

redcat: How to make wolf a spirit animal?

Susandra: Who is the most famous person to come from Holland in history

ed_: ah you mean that football guy?

Susandra: Anyone in magic or philosophy

ed_: i do not have anything with sport,,, sorry but yes the one who does are sad coz of it.

Wowow: Ok. U in another coven at same time src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image001.gif" />

Wowow: Oops meant pm nevermind

Wowow: src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image002.gif" />

redcat: src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image003.gif" />

ed_: he is having fun,,,, alone. src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image003.gif" />

Wowow: Me? Not really. I'm always alone

Wowow: src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image003.gif" />

Seraphim2238: =( Aw, that's sad

Seraphim2238: Shoot

redcat: You are not alone I am always with you supporting you

Wowow: I thank you both

Wowow: Being friends of mine

Susandra: Me 3

Seraphim2238: src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image003.gif" />*

redcat: What happen seraphim?

Wowow: Thanks susandra

Seraphim2238: Did wrong kind of face

Wowow: What is wrong sera.

Wowow: Oh. Ok

Seraphim2238: used equal sign instead of double dot thing

Wowow: We need hugs

ed_: real friendship, it is rare but so strong, it gives me so much joy and happynes. sometimes maybe even more than love... i never knew this.

Wowow: Yes. It's quite nice. Will you all friend me please?

redcat: src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image001.gif" />

Susandra: src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image008.gif" />

Seraphim2238: I swear, all those moving and dancing emojis creep me out.

ed_: sorry buddy, it does not work like that src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image003.gif" />i wish it was that simple.

Wowow: Why is that.?

ed_: it has to grow naturaly

redcat: Where you all get these emoji?

Wowow: That is true. So I would like to get to know all

Seraphim2238: Although you are partially right, ed, it doesn't mean nobody likes him/her, forgot which it was. src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image002.gif" />

Susandra: Fasting and prayer

ed_: i do not understand sera... sorry

Wowow: Chat red src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image001.gif" /> src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image009.gif" />

ed_: whiiii what is that????

Susandra: What about Baruch Spinoza ed?

Seraphim2238: Oh dear god, I hate that thing

redcat: What I will chat? I am thinking

Wowow: ( src="file:///C:UserskoningAppDataLocalTempmsohtmlclip1clip_image01


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