|Hi. My name is Cynthea. You can call me by my name or you can call me Cyth
I was given a gift by the dark angels when I turned 13. I have learned how to bend wind.
I know how to make ki, an energy.
I do believe in werewolves, vampires, the fey, and other so called mythical creatures. And that is for a reason. And it will take a bit of persuading to get that answer out of me.
I hate it when people say that I'm on technology for too long. Um, duh, I need tech to survive.
AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON AWTOK! THOSE (YOU KNOW WHATS) PEOPLE ARE EVIL. MY FRIEND. MY BEST FRIEND GOT TAKEN BY THEM WHEN WE WERE YOUNG. IT WAS SO VICIOUS IM NOT EVEN GOING TO DESCRIBE IT.
I have dirty blonde hair, my eyes are really dark blue, almost black. I love the colors orange and black.
I love the show Fringe. I also love fringe science.
I love the bands Get Scared, Three Days Grace, Falling in Reverse, Imagine Dragons, Disturbed, and Avenged Sevenfold
I struggle with self harm. Self injury. Suicidal thoughts, and schizophrenia. The Four S's.
Self injury is different than self harm. Self injury to me is breaking your own arms and legs, punching yourself, and other things.
Self harm to me is cutting, dragging nails across your skin, anything that draw blood.
Suicidal thoughts are when you just plainly want to kill yourself. Right then and there.
Schizophrenia, seeing things, mental breakdowns, strange emotions, depression, disconnection from reality, and extreme memory loss.
They all happen to me. I do them to myself.
You can talk to me if you want. You will get an honest answer..
---Poetry I've written. Warning, children might not want to read this.---
I run away from everything
Because all the cuts on me
They only hear
Of the wounds on me
The razor, and knife
Are my only friends
That will ever stay with me
Till the end
No more does my mood change
It is always ever depressed
And in the shower
I cut myself
To see the blood run down the drain
I watch my skin pale
Like the night to day
As I bleed out another day
More and more blood
Till the wounds grow deeper
Like the blue ocean
Burning with salt water
And at night it becomes worse
Just like me
And the monsters hide in the deepest parts
Just like the ocean
No more am I
Stuck in this world
As a fish in the ocean
---Stuff from other people---
Nothing cause nobody talks to me
Band music quotes
Level up, and move along In hopes that the next stage I will clear.(I f$:&@-! passed as($"/@!)I'm just trying to keep from dying - Falling in Reverse
So I bare my skin
And I count my sins
And I close my eyes
And I take it in - Imagine Dragons