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Name: Friend8Ship6
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Last Seen: Fri, 23 Dec 2022
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This is my new profile. I apologize to the moderator who gagged me and promise it won't happen again. I have decided to create a new, but similar account so that my friends will still be able to recognize me. I am sorry for every thing that went wrong. I hope people will give me a second chance. I do not tolerate bullying or harassment of any kind as I have been bullied and made fun of. I'm always here for anyone who needs me. You can email me if you want. Everything you tell me will stay between us. I am trustworthy, sincere, accepting, and understanding. I am not judgmental and always try my best. I am a supporter of the LGBTQ community and I identify as a nonbinary transgender. My pronouns are he/him and they/them. I want to live and help other people and I don't want to leave behind an energy signature of pain for someone else. Suicide is not an end to the pain because everyone and everything is made of energy. And energy cannot be created nor destroyed, it can only be changed from form to form. So killing oneself won't end the pain since each of us has an energy signature in this world. We leave this energy signature behind and the pain that was left on earth may affect others left behind. And due to karma, since the energy signature you left behind was filled with pain, it may follow you into your next life, but in a different form because energy cannot be created nor destroyed. ?Don?t worry about what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive and do that, because what the world needs is people who have come alive.? ~Howard Thurman Real love is the love that sometimes arises after sensual pleasure: if it does, it is immortal; the other kind inevitably goes stale, for it lies in mere fantasy. Giacomo Casanova The strongest bonds in love last beyond the chasm of death. To love and be hurt is better to have never loved at all. "I set you free because I love you. Because I love you, I locked myself up. Hoping for you to release me." Source Unknown ?Instead of complaining that the rose bush is full of thorns, be happy the thorn bush has roses.? ~Proverb ?Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.? ~Norman Cousins ?One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure it?s worth watching.? ~Unknown Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.- Unknown "Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control." - Unknown ?We are like the little branch that quivers during a storm, doubting our strength and forgetting we are the tree?deeply rooted to withstand all life?s upheavals.? ~Dodinsky Can you remember who you were before the world told you who you should be?- Danielle LaPorte Crusher 13's There's a 13 year old girl, and she wished that her dad would come home from the army, because he'd been having problems with his heart and right leg. It was 2:53 p.m . When she made her wish. At 3:07 p.m. (14 minutes later), the doorbell rang, and there her Dad was, luggage and all!! I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I've been having trouble in my job and on the verge of quitting. I made a simple wish that my boss would get a new job. That was at 1:35 and at 2:55 there was an announcement that he was promoted and was leaving for another city. Believe me...this really works! My name is Ann and I am 45 years of age. I had always been single and had been hoping to get into a nice, loving relationship for many years. While kind of daydreaming (and right after receiving this email) I wished that a quality person would finally come into my life. That was at 9:10 AM on a Tuesday. At 9:55 AM a FedEx delivery man came into my office.He was cute, polite and could not stop smiling at me. He started coming back almost everyday (even without packages) and asked me out a week later. We married 6 months later and now have been happily married for 2 years. What a great email it was!! Just scroll down to the end, but while you do, think of a wish. Make your wish when you have completed scrolling. Whatever age you are, is the number of minutes it will take for your wish to come true. ex.you are 25 years old, it will take 25 minutes for your wish to come true). Go for it! SCROLL DOWN! STOP! Congratulations! Your wish will now come true in your age minutes. Now follow this carefully...it can be very rewarding! If you repost this within the next 5 min. something major that you've been wanting will happen Complaining is pointless. It doesn?t make things any better and it drains the complainer and everyone else around them. Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies closer. Lewisj8's Post: `Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You?ve had yet another horrible day. You?re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you?ve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don?t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you?re asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She?s screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that ? Mommy is crying and sissy won?t wake up.? Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what?s going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there?s an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they?ve said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can? t help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can?t handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They?re sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She?s in shock. She can?t believe it. She what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad? Bad enough for you to end it. She can?t cry, she can?t feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It?s a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone?s crying, your little brother still doesn?t know you killed yourself, he?s too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn?t stop for days. It?s two years later. The whole school talks to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn?t know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go intodepression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn?t succeed like you did, but she tried?your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don?t just effect you. They effect everyone. Don?t end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can?t get better if you give up. I?m here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we?ve NEVER talked before, I?m here for you. Copy and paste this as your status to show people there are people out there that care The boy you punched in the hall today. Committed suicide a few minutes ago. That girl you called a slut in class today. She's a virgin. The boy you called lame. He has to work every night to support his family. That girl you pushed down the other day. She's already being abused at home. That girl you called fat. She's starving herself. The old man you made fun of cause of the ugly scars. He fought for our country. The boy you made fun of for crying. His mother is dying. You think you know them. Guess what? You don't! Re-post if you are against bullying. I bet 99% of you won't, but repost this if you're that 1% that has a heart. I have been a wiccan since I was 9. I look forward to meeting friends on spellsofmagic. Determined, open-minded, and sensitive best describe me. I am very mysterious, too. My family is mostly material-minded, but I was born with magick and have been using it since. I love to write. It's really hard to fit in a world when I'm different. All my life, people have been mocking me and telling me I cannot do magick; I must fit in. I am kind to everyone because I know how easily feelings can be hurt. I started using mostly magick when I was 11. What I mean by my family being material-minded is that they have never experienced the thrills of magick because they have not been aware or understand the world. No matter how hard they try, inner peace always escapes them because of all the doubts and fear they have. I enjoy the bands: Linkin Park, Three Doors Down, Three Days Grace and Daughtry. I listen to death metal, hard rock, alternative, new age and classical. My favorite colors are black, purple, green, blue, and red. I enjoy and am talented at astrology, precognitions, premonitions, and empathy. My aura is green. Meaning: I will search the ends of the world for understanding and I will mostly find it. I'm a healer. I love sports esp. cross country and track, field hockey( occasionally play ice hockey), lacrosse, and soccer. Element: Water Water element signs put you closely in touch with your feelings, and in tune with the nuances and subtleties in your environment that others won't even notice. You approach life and understand it through your emotions, and you're really at your best when you "play your hunches." You don't intellectualize about things; you respond exactly how you feel. Favorite season: all, mostly fall because of colorful leaves, crisp air, and Samhain Loneliness's post: *BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING! *BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND! *BRAVE IS GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WORLD AROUND YOU IS SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES. *ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT! *ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET. *ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR ''FRIENDS'' ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS! *BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE ITS ANOTHER DAY OF COMPLAINING AND DODGING RUMORS! KEEP ON LAUGHING. If u agree please repost If you truly believe, you can manifest and create steps toward making it reality. Sometimes I think I'm on heightened awareness as those words seem wiser beyond my knowledge. Is it just me or does energy influence everything in this world and me when I think about it? .Purple04 ............. If you respect the abused and raped copy this~ Hi,My name is Ally, I am 15, I screamed and screamed, Yet know one heard me. Hi,My name is Ally, I am 16, I have a 1 year old baby. People call me slut, And other bad names, Hi,My name is Ally And I was raped. Don't go with always follow the crowd, follow your intuition and uniqueness, be yourself. personality test: http://www.eclecticenergies.com/enneagram/test.php My Results: 5w4 type 5- investigator: scientific esp. with sixth sense, cannot easily express emotions (unlike 4s), reluctant to ask for help, to cover sensitivity, fives revel in intelligence or indifference, fear being overwhelmed fives that have four wings sometimes can let their emotions show, but rarely are open, they distance themselves from others b/c they are not comfortable with their social skills, but make loyal friends, fives need to have a sense of belonging much like fours type 4 individualist: may feel unappreciated and misunderstood, seeks to make the world a better place, dramatic, wants to find meaning in life, withdraw from world if becomes harsh or cruel, can be somewhat temperamental, can have thoughts of shame or being deeply flawed, when depressed may often fantasize about a savior to bring them out of their unhappiness Roots of Violence: Ignorance leads to fear Fear brings anger Anger brings hatred Hatred leads to war. Forgive and free yourself from regrets, seek redemption from your guilts and rise from the ashes to love again. The lotus floats in the muddy water, but still stays afloat and maintains it's beauty- Hindu proverb Believe nothing you hear and only half of what you see. Live life detached from the illusions of anger, desire and ignorance and you will achieve great things. I hear the words the circle say So what they're done, they don't matter anyway. Speak up rather than suffer! Better to be hated for who you are, than be loved for something you're not. There are people in this world who see pagans and wiccans as Satanists. I love my spirituality, although my parents and family don't. True beauty comes from the inside and it is your character that defines who you are, not the outfits that seem to be in style. You are pretty if you are healthy, have good self-esteem, and just be yourself wearing casual. Judge me too much or too harshly and I will break and fall. Judge me too little and I will fill with pride. Judge me just right and I will look at myself and see my mistakes and move forward. "We avoid risk in life so we can make it safely to death." Death is not the worst that can happen to men. Plato We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark; the real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light. Plato The most selfish 1 letter word - I - avoid it. The most satisfying 2 letter word - We - use it. The most poisonous 3 letter word - Ego - kill it. The most used 4 letter word - Love - value it. The most pleasing 5 letter word - Smile - keep it. The fastest spreading 6 letter word - Rumour - ignore it. The hardest working 7 letter word - Success - achieve it. The most enviable 8 letter word - Jealousy - distance it. The most powerful 9 letter word - Knowledge - acquire it. The most essential 10 letter word - Confidence - trust it. Balance love with hate. Weaken those who send out hatred with love. lonely'sangel^s post: My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can?t do a wrong I can?t speak at all Or else I?m locked up All day long. When I?m awake I?m all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe I?ll just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie?s bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall. I try to hide From his evil eyes I?m so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says it?s my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door. He?s already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, ''I?m sorry!? I scream" But it?s now much too late. His face has been twisted Into an unimaginable shape. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Chris I am three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me. Post if your against child abuse Stop leaving and you will arrive Stop searching and you will see Stop running away and you will be found. - Lao Tzu Life is like a lemon- bitter and sweet intertwined. Out of every tragedy comes beauty. It's never too late to shoot for the stars, regardless of who you are. Believe in youself and do whatever it takes. You're never too old to do something you love. http://www.beliefnet.com/Wellness/Quiz/Meditation-Style.aspx Finding what your meditation style is from mantras to yoga and others. Opening your third eye and all the charkras at once: http://www.worldtrans.org/spir/learnchannel.html practice for 29 days Chakra info: http://www.silhouetteoracles.com/ click on oracles tab When you judge another person you do not define them. You merely define yourself as someone who needs to judge. - Wayne Dyer To the dull mind, nature is leaden. To the illumined mind the whole world sparkles with light. - Ralph Waldo Emerson It is sometimes easier to talk and look stupid, then remain silent and suffer. Root: under-active (-19%) Sacral: open (38%) Navel: open (31%) Heart: open (31%) Throat: open (19%) Third Eye: open (38%) Crown: open (31%) http://www.eclecticenergies.com/chakras/chakraevaltest.php If God Is Omnipotent Is God willing to prevent evil, but not able? Then he is not omnipotent. Is he able, but not willing? Then he is malevolent. Is he both able and willing? Then whence cometh evil? Is he neither able nor willing? Then why call him God? ? Epicurus, Greek philosopher (341 BCE ? 270 BCE) Read more http://techlinkonline.net/ps100/2012/02/if-god-is-omnipotent/ Devilspower's Post: Many people say that people like us are a disgrace to the human race, that we are in the wrong, they say what we do is against the bible, well think about it the bible has been rewritten to fit all the religions, its like gay people back then nobody new what gay meant nor did they know what homosexual mean, I am sorry but the bible has been rewritten it makes no real remark. So I say the powers we have are from the universe (your god) and if he or she didn't want us to have it then he or she wouldn't never let us be able to use it. bluerav3n's Post: Cna yuo raed tihs??? Olny 55% of plepoe can. I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! fi yuo cna raed tihs, palce it in yuor porfile. 1 of every 10 people born is gay. That means 1 of every 10 people is instantly put down, given bad labels, left alone, put in a minority and so much more.. all for something they didn't ask for. Many gay teens are committing suicide as a way of escaping. If you want to tell them life will get better and you respect them for who they ...are, put this on your profile, most of you won't, but let's see the 5% of you who will. The girl you just called fat.. She's overdosing on diet pills. The girl you just called ugly.. She spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her. The boy you just tripped.. He is abused enough at home. See that man with the ugly scars.. He fought for his country. That guy you just made fun of for crying.. His mother is dying. Put this as you're status if you're against bullying. I bet 95% of you wont re-post, but I'm sure the people with a heart and backbone will! Salomen's Post: ***** Girl: Do you like me? Boy: No Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No. Girl: If I left would you cry? Boy: No. Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No. Girl: Do I ever cross your mind? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No. Girl: Which would you pick, me or your life? Boy: My life. Hearing this, the girl turns and starts running away with tears. The boy chases after her and stops her. Boy: You don?t cross my mind because you are always on my mind. I don?t like you because I love you. I don?t want you because I need you. If you left I would die, not cry. I wouldn't live for you because I would die for you. I wouldn't do anything for you because I would do everything for you. But I would still pick my life because you are my life. *Put this on your profile if you agree* 7H15 M355AG3 53RV3R 70 PR0V3 H0W 0UR M1ND5 C4N D0 4M4Z1NG 7H1NG5! 1MMPR3SIVE 7HINGS! 1N 7HE B3G1N1ING 17 W4S H4RD BU7 N0W, 0N 7HIS L1N3, Y0UR M1ND 1S R34D1NG I7 4U7OM47IC4LLY W1THOUT 3V3N 7HINKING 4B0UT I7, B3 PR0UD! ONLY C3R741N P30PL3 C4N R34D 7HIS. 1F Y0U C4N R34D 7HIS, P0S7 17 0N Y0UR PR0F1L3! Death2556's Post: I don't care if you're gay or straight, everybody needs love. I don't care if you're diseased with an incurable sickness, everybody deserves a chance. I don't care if you're ugly or pretty, everybody has flaws. I don't care if you're black or white, everybody has the same capabilities. I don't care if you're weird, everybody needs to change. I don't care if you're rich or poor, everybody needs warmth. I don't care if you're different, everybody is. Repost this if you agree with it. 90% of teens/preteens would brakedown if Justin Beiber was about to jump off a 15 story building 9% of them would grab a chair and some popcorn and scream JUMP!! JUMP!! JUMP!!. 1% of them would run up and push him off the building and say " Sorry you took too long!" I would be part of the 1%! clcla20's Post: the guy you threatend, killed himself. the girl you hate, likes you. and the family you left is crying about you. every person deserves a chance, even you. repost for those people in your life. you'll be happy. 1 out of 10 people will notice the small things in life. but, the other 9 just care about themselves. repost if you agree. boys will be boys and girls will be girls but most of all were all different. no ones perfect, no one can do everything, and no one will know anothers life. repost if you agree. freinds me plz and no im not begging. my first word: peace. my first sentence: there will be peace! my last sentence if i die: my work here is done now its your turn. jay00774's Post: FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr./Mrs. REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM. FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRIENDS: Will sit next to you saying ''Dang we really messed up, but that sure was fun!'' FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry. REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you. FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it?s yours. FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Can write a book about you, with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you. FAKE FRIENDS: Will knock on your front door. REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say ''I'M HOME!'' FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile. REAL FRIENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRIENDS: Say they are too busy to listen to your problems, but when it comes to them they expect you to have all the time in the world. REAL FRIENDS: Not only kick everything out of their schedule to listen to what's wrong, but help come up with vindictive plans to make you feel a whole lot better! FAKE FRIENDS: Make you say sorry when you want to talk to them at odd hours of the night, or even just hang out at odd hours. REAL FRIENDS: Come right over and hang out with you, until you either fall asleep, or kick them out. FAKE FRIENDS: Tell you they are your friend and say they will help you REAL FRIENDS: Show you they are your friend and help you nomater what FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this. REAL FRIENDS: Will repost it What is your Spirit Animal? Your Result: The Wolf 86% resultYou are the Wolf! You are strong, fast and rely heavily on your pack; though sometimes you tend to be a loner, they are your true comfort. You care deeply about them and would stand and fight for them. Also, you are a "go-with-the-flow" kind of person who doesn't really throw a fit when things are always changing. On the Negative side of things, you are prone to worry and anxiety and are often viewed as impractical because of your artistic thinking. Try to steer clear of shyness and inactivity! Your color is Blue/Green for calmness and understanding. 77%The Bear 56%The Elk 55%The Horse 45%The Woodpecker 44%The Beaver 36%The Hawk http://www.gotoquiz.com/ You Scored as Earth Your pentacle point is Earth, you are a grounded and centered person, strong and firm, steadfast in your ideals and uneasily swayed! You are the the friend everyone calls when they need sound advice and are generally well liked by everyone you meet. Earth 80% Air 80% Water 70% Spirit 70% Fire 55% http://quizfarm.com/run.php/QuizRunner You Scored as The Wand Aligned with the feminine Earth energy, it is a personal tool that is used to direct focused energy. It can also be used to call Quarters, and for a multitude of other purposes for which energy is channeled. The Candle 75% The Censor 75% The Pentacle 75% The Wand 75% An Athame 67% The Book of Shadows 58% The Scourge 58% The Besom 58% The Chalice 50% Pagan Chant: Earth, my body; air, my breath; water, my blood; and fire, my soul. ( ) Smoked a cigarette ( ) Drank so much you threw up ( ) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) Been arrested ( ) Gone on a blind date (X) Skipped school ( ) Seen someone die ( ) Been to Canada ( ) Been to Florida ( ) Been to Mexico (X) Been on a plane (yeah yeah, i know its redunant) (X) Been lost ( ) Been on the opposite side of the country ( ) Gone to Washington , DC (X) Swam in the ocean ( X) Felt like dying.... (X) Cried yourself to sleep ( X) Played cops and robbers (X) Recently colored with crayons ( ) paid for a meal with only coins? (X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? (X) Made prank phone calls (X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue? (X) Danced in the rain (X) Written a letter to Santa Claus ( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe (X) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about (X) Blown bubbles ( X) Made a bonfire on the beach (X) Crashed a party (X) Gone roller-skating (X) Gone Ice-skating ( ) started a mosh pit (X) own a knife (X) ran away for more then a day ( ) got in a fight and lost (X) got in a fight a won ( ) gone to court ( ) gone to jail (X) love some one (X) hate some one (X) thinks some ones hates you (X) is straight ( ) is gay ( ) is lez ( ) is bi ( ) is pan (X ) works out ( ) has a tattoo ( ) has ever been in boot camp (X) loves life (X) wants to die but not kill them self when stressed or sad ( ) wants to kill them self ( ) has cut themself ( ) likes to cut ( ) loves to cut (X) never cut themself ( ) is a drama king/queen (X) doesn't care what people think (X) cares what people think (X) has more than 1 friend (X ) been kissed in the rain When I was extremely depressed, falling, drowning deep down, so cold, and empty, I wrote a list. 5,000* Ways to Love Life *Not really, they are just hidden virtues and the number is just a random number representing the millions of reasons. Everyone has different reasons, but I chose the general ones that apply to anyone.* 1. Laugh with friends. (You're not alone. Someone cares.) 2. Loving and supportive family. (65% of the time plus unconditional love.) 3. Seeing the sun and moon. (Live to see the sunrise and set as well as the moon.) 4. Feeling the coolness of the wind on your face whipping your hair back from your head. 5. Enjoying the beauty of nature. 6. Knowledge and learning 7. Compassion, Acceptance, and Understanding 8. Knowing tomorrow brings a new day and surprises. 9. Things turn for the worse before getting better. 10. Hope, strength 11. There's so much to live for. 12. Life is too short. Live it to the fullest. 13. True beauty lies within. 14. Time is unlimited. Enjoy yourself. 15. Freedom 16. Life is the best gift. 17. You can do so much. Take a chance. Dream and reach for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land amongst the stars. 18. Try new things. 19. Finding true love. 20. Seeing yourself in others shoes. 21. Needless complaints are useless and should be avoided. 22. See the jar half full. 23. Be an empath, they understand themselves and accept others no matter what. 24. Love yourself. Who cares what others think? 25. Love your enemies. Love only weakens their hatred. You don't have to be on good terms with everyone, but be mindful of the things you do and the words you speak because they can hurt someone. Wounds take months to heal. Scars fade, but memories linger for years on end. Be respectful! 26. Revenge should be well-thought out and reviewed evermost thoroughly. It is never right to intentionally hurt someone unless it's in defense, protection, or during times of great need. Vengeance should depend on the severity of the infraction committed. 27. Trust, understand, know and accept yourself first, then can you only apply it to others and the world. 28. If you fear betrayal, keep yourself hidden, mysterious, and sneaky dwelling in the dark, unknown and foreboding to those who are blind and weak, too weak to dare and accept challenges until you meet someone you feel you can actually open up to. 29. Challenge your limits; limit your challenges. 30. Dream and achieve goals 31. Use mindful imagination and thoughtful thinking. 32. "It is better to risk failure than to go through life never trying"~ Theodore Roosevelt. 33. Celebrate and acknowledge all that you can do. 34. Learn from your mistakes. 35. Be grateful. Take another look around at the world. Open your eyes. See it again, differently. 36. Relax. Meditate. How can you concentrate/focus when you are so stressed? 37. The best works of art come when you let your mind drift and yourself be happy. 38. "Just because something is difficult, doesn't mean that you shouldn't try, it just means you should try harder."~ Anonymous. 39. Sometimes you have to see and experience depressed darkness in order to understand the true beauty of light and life. 40. Darkness is calm, protective, mysterious. Don't be afraid of the unknown. 41. Great things can happen! Embrace the unknown. Go out there! Great things can only happen when one person dared to go forward and try. Let that person be you! 42. If you wish to travel, travel light, take off your fears, let go of your unforgiveness, pain and sorrow and soar into the unknown freely.~ rephrased Cesar Pavez 43. Everyone has the potential to achieve great things! 44. Be there for anyone who needs it. 45. Stand up for what you believe in. 46. "It is better to be hurt by the truth than gain satisfaction from the lies." ~ David Allan. 47. A person who realizes, acknowledges, accepts, and understands his/her ignorance discovers true wisdom."~ Plato 48. "Seek knowledge not only in books and school, but also through the teacher of experience as well as the wonders of observations about the natural world."~ paraphrased Scott Cunningham 49. Life is a labyrinth. Enjoy the journey and know that there are no dead ends in a maze. Even if your path has twists and turns and obstacles ahead, move forward with perseverance and you will navigate your way. 50. Think yourself out. When things get tough, as it always happens "Into every life some rain must fall usually when your car windows are down."~ Unknown. 51. "Those who plan to fail, fail to plan."~ Anonymous. Even the best arrangements go wrong. Always have a back up. 52. Take the path with as many challenges as possible. These setbacks are, but only the learning process. In other words, "Don't take the easy way out." 53. "You don't know what you've got till it's gone."~ Unknown. Love everything equally while it is here. 54. Be vigilant- observant, watchful. 55. Be proactive- plan ahead, take action 56. Be like a wiccan. I wrote this in a journal, and didn't look at it until now. I revised the grammatical errors, although there may still be some. I like the new version better. What do you think? You can give me feedback. Through criticism we all learn. Thanks! Anthroposophy- develop perceptive imagination through creativeness, inspiration, and intuition from a form of thinking without sensory avail. Doubt yourself and you doubt everything you see. Judge yourself and you see judges everywhere. But if you listen to the sound of your own voice, you can rise above doubt and judgment. And you can see forever. Nancy Kerrigan Whatever you do, you need courage. Whatever course you decide upon, there is always someone to tell you that you are wrong. There are always difficulties arising that tempt you to believe Whatever you do, you need courage. Whatever course you decide upon, there is always someone to tell you that you are wrong. There are always difficulties arising that tempt you to believe your critics are right. To map out a course of action and follow it to an end requires some of the same courage that a soldier needs. Peace has its victories, but it takes brave men and women to win them. Ralph Waldo Emerson If you as parents cut corners, your children will too. If you lie, they will too. If you spend all your money on yourselves and tithe no portion of it for charities, colleges, churches, synagogues, and civic causes, your children won't either. And if parents snicker at racial and gender jokes, another generation will pass on the poison adults still have not had the courage to snuff out. Marian Wright Edelman If we judge others, it is because we are judging something in ourselves of which we are unaware. John A. Sandford We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love. Dr. Seuss Fear is a natural reaction to moving closer to the truth. Pema Chodron I love you Not only for what you are But for what I am When I am with you Roy Croft Genius is essentially creative; it bears the stamp of the individual who possesses it. Madame de Stael Six essential qualities that are the key to success: Sincerity, personal integrity, humility, courtesy, wisdom, charity. William Menninger It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes short again and again, who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, and spends himself in a worthy cause, who at best knows achievement and who at the worst if he fails at least fails while daring greatly so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat. Theodore Roosevelt The Roots of Violence: Wealth without work, Pleasure without conscience, Knowledge without character, Commerce without morality, Science without humanity, Worship without sacrifice, Politics without principles. Mohandas K. Gandhi Three Poisons: Buddhist Teacher Desire/ Greed Anger/ Hatred Ignorance Resistance to oppression is often based on a love that leads us to value ourselves, and leads us to hope for more than the established cultural system is willing to grant ... such love is far more energizing than guilt, duty, or self-sacrifice. Love for others leads us to accept accountability (in contrast to feeling guilt) and motivates our search for ways to end our complicity with structures of oppression. Solidarity does not require self-sacrifice, but an enlargement of the self to include community with others. Sharon Welch The innermost meaning of sacrifice is the annihilation of the finite just because it is finite. In order to demonstrate that this is the only purpose, the most noble and beautiful must be chosen; above all, man, the fulfillment of the earth. Human sacrifices are the most natural sacrifices. Man, however, is more than the fulfillment of the earth; he is reasonable, and reason is free and nothing but an eternal self-determination toward the infinite. Thus man can sacrifice only himself, and that is what he does in the omnipresent sanctissimum of which the masses are not aware. All artists are self-sacrificing human beings, and to become an artist is nothing but to devote oneself to the subterranean gods. The meaning of divine creation is primarily revealed in the enthusiasm of annihilation. Only in the throes of death is the spark of eternal life ignited. Friedrich Von Schlegel "It is better to risk failure than to go through life not trying."~ paraphrased from Theodore Roosevelt "Take care of one another. Be gentle, be compassionate. Be open to letting someone in when it is you who is faltering. Lend your hand. We need it. The world needs it." "Love, accept, understand and respect yourself first, only then can you show compassion to others and understand the world." "A person who discovers, realizes, acknowledges, and accepts his/her ignorance finds true wisdom." ~paraphrased from Plato "It is better to be hurt by the truth than to gain satisfaction from the lies." ~ David Allan "Everyone is a star, therefore everyone has the potential to achieve great things. From the nebula that was born, each and everyone of you will lead a life that will influence the world with the choices you make good or bad." ~ Inspired by Aleister Crowley and the Big Bang Theory 13.7 billion years ago