|Life's a load of hairy eff-ing balls.
I've been obsessed with all things magickal since I was a young child, have always been drawn to witchy things such as Harry Potter, Charmed etc.. now I'm older and I'm getting into magick myself:)
Before I even knew what the word meant, I encountered several 'fluffies' and laughed at how ridiculous they were, then I started seeing the word everywhere and looked up what it meant. I've actually just now had a young boy message me insisting he's a vampire.. Valium and straitjacket to Mr Fluffy's house please..
I'm just guna put it bluntly. I'm not guna be around for much longer. So don't get too attatched to me. If you met me in real life? Honestly? I'm popular. I'm pretty. I have long dark hair, tanned skin and huge green eyes. I get top grades in class. I'm an only child and my daddy buys me whatever I want. I'm looked upto by younger kids.
But no one has any idea what it's really like to be me. How I really feel. That's why I made this thing. To get away from everyone who thinks they know me so well when they don't know crap. So yeah, chances are I won't be here much longer, due to a case of unrequited love I no longer wish to be alive. Now, please don't message me giving your opinions on my situation or telling me 'suicide is not the answer', it may not be the answer but it sure as hell takes away the question. And please, PLEASE GOD DO NOT message me telling me to 'get help'. I. Do. Not. Want. That. And I'm not guna do it. I've heard it a billion times before you're not the first person to say it. The only way I'm gunna be able to live is if I find a way to fix this, magickally, because I've tried all other ways. So if you know a way you can help me, or you can teach me to help myself, then please feel free to message me and give me your input, it will be very very very much appreciated.
I am willing to sell my soul to the devil if that's what it takes. I've tried it before but I don't think it worked.
If anyone from school ever found this? Lol.
So anyway yeah, see yas.