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Name: Zeyshon
Birthday: May 8 1999
Location: everywhere
Gender: Male
Last Seen: Fri, 22 Sep 2017

Membership: Member

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do not mistake anything on my profile for emotion, for I have none, it's simply logic disguised as emotion so that I seem at least a little normal, instead of an emotionless husk


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sorry everyone my message limit has been reached well talk when i can... if it is important talk to me on facebook. my id is JC Willits... i fixed it for now but if i dont reply than you know

my name is john but my friends call me jc, i can read minds and sometimes see what people want to do to others, i cant stop hearing thoughts even if i wanted to (which i do), every year my mental power gets stronger and i can do more, but im loosing more and more control over it, I will not tell you what i am because i don't know the answer to that question myself, but i do know that too many weird things happen around me for me to be human, i can withstand extreme temperatures, I can make things get hot, i have visions, please if you can help me send me a message, all i want is a life were people didn't judge me for who i am,B.T.W. i am gay just so you know. :)

I have no idea what percentage of each of my chakras is open, but I do know that my heart chakra is defiantly closed, and probably damaged :(


I don't care if you're gay or straight, everybody needs love.

I don't care if you're diseased with an incurable sickness, everybody deserves a chance.

I don't care if you're ugly or pretty, everybody has flaws.

I don't care if you're black or white, everybody has the same capabilities.

I don't care if you're weird, everybody needs to change.

I don't care if you're rich or poor, everybody needs warmth.

I don't care if you're different, everybody is.

Repost this if you agree with it.


Me, behave? Seriously? As a child I saw Tarzan almost naked, Cinderella arrived home after midnight, Pinocchio told lies, Aladdin was a thief, Batman drove over 200 miles an hour, Snow White lived in a house with 7 men, Popeye smoked a pipe and had tattoos, Pac Man ran around to digital music while eating pills that enhanced his performance, and Shaggy and Scooby were mystery solving hippies that always had the munchies. The fault is not mine! If you had this childhood and loved it, repost!?


Lewisj8's Post:

`Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You?ve had yet another horrible day. You?re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you?ve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don?t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you?re asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She?s screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that ? Mommy is crying and sissy won?t wake up.? Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what?s going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there?s an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they?ve said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can? t help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can?t handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They?re sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She?s in shock. She can?t believe it. She what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad? Bad enough for you to end it. She can?t cry, she can?t feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It?s a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone?s crying, your little brother still doesn?t know you killed yourself, he?s too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn?t stop for days. It?s two years later. The whole school talks to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn?t know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go intodepression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn?t succeed like you did, but she tried?your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don?t just effect you. They effect everyone. Don?t end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can?t get better if you give up. I?m here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we?ve NEVER talked before, I?m here for you. Copy and paste this as your status to show people there are people out there that care



Blue=i want a second chance

Yellow=you're cute

Green=i want a kiss

Purple=i will die for you

Red=i want you to kiss me

Pink=let's cuddle

Orange=i owe you a kiss

Black=i want a hug

Rainbow=i really like you

White=i'm crushing on you

Brown=i love you.


90% of teens/preteens would brakedown if Justin Beiber was about to jump off a 15 story building 9% of them would grab a chair and some popcorn and scream JUMP!! JUMP!! JUMP!!. 1% of them would run up and push him off the building and say " Sorry you took too long!" I would be part of the 1%!


(X) Played cops and robbers

() Recently colored with crayons

(x) Sang karaoke badly

() paid for a meal with only coins

(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't

(x) Made prank phone calls

( ) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose

() Laughed until liquid came out of the other end(laughed so much you peed)

(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.

() Danced in the rain

(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus

( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe

( ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about

(x) Blown bubbles

() Made a bonfire on the beach

() Slept around a bonfire

() Crashed a party

(x) Gone roller-skating

() Ice-skating

() started a mosh pit

() pulled a butch pose

(x) own a knife

() ran away for more then a day

() got in a fight and lost

() got in a fight a won

( ) go to court

( ) go to jail

() tell a cop to :go to hell, go fuck him /her self ect...

() own a gun

(x)Drank so much you threw up

(X)Have feelings for someone who doesn't have them back

()Been arrested

() Gone on a blind date

(x) Skipped school

(x) Seen someone die

(x) Been to United States

() Been to Europe

() Been to Africa

() Been to Aisia

() Been to Russia

() Been on a plane

() Been on a Boat

(x) Been lost

() Been on the opposite side of the country

( ) Gone to Washington , DC

() Gone to London

() Swam in the ocean

Smoked (x)

Drank beer (x)

Felt like dying (x)

Cried to sleep (x)

Hated someone (x)

Loved someone (x)

Dated (x)


Went to jail ( )

Made someone laugh (x)

Made someone cry (x)

Is straight ( )

Is gay (x)

Is unsure ( )

Hates hugs ( )

Likes hugs (x)

Been to hospital (x)

Had a crush (x)

Had someone have a crush on you (x)

Has cut (x)

Likes to cut ( )

Hates to cut ( )

Bullies ( )

Bullied (x)

Been out of the country ( )

Been out of the state (x)

Knows another langueage (x)

Loves animals (x)

() has a fagot parent

(x) was beat by mom or dad

(x) works out

( ) has a tattoo

( ) is goth

(X) is emo

() has ever been in boot camp

() ever been to juvy

() loves life

(X) wants to die but not kill them self

( ) wants to kill them self

(x) ever loved some one so much you lost yourself

(x) is a drama king/queen

(x) doesn't care what people think

(x) have been through depression or currently facing it

() cares what people think

(x) has more then 1 friend

(x) believes in one gf one bf relationships(no cheating!)

() killed someone

() shot someone with ak-47 or m41a

() has a bike

() killed some one with a sword

() ran nude

() went to a hot girl and kissed her without her notice

() hit a cop on face

() made suicide attempt but failed

() ever been at the middle of two countries

(x) ever been at middle of two states

() flew a fighter jet

(x) loves anime

(x ) hates anime

(x) have great friends

( ) is a vampire

( ) is a lycan

( ) have wings

() never gave up on anything

() is a human being


ISN'T IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone? are you laughing?

ISN'T IT FUNNY that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

I'm not laughing.

ITS SO FUNNY that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

ISN'T IT FUNNY that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.


if you agree put this on your profile and advise others to do the same. im not emo but i don't care if you are people can do what they want, im just really agenst bullying


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The boy you punched in the hall today? Committed suicide a few minutes ago. That girl you called a slut in class today? She's a virgin. The boy you called lame? He has to work every night to support his family. That girl you pushed down the other day? She's already being abused at home. That girl you called fat? She's starving herself. The old man you made fun of cause of the ugly scars? He fought for our country. The boy you made fun of for crying? His mother is dying. You think you know them? Guess what, You don't! Re-post if you are against bullying. I bet 99% of you won't, but repost this if you're that 1% that has a heart


1 of every 10 people born is gay. That means 1 of every 10 people is instantly put down, given bad labels, left alone, put in a minority and so much more.. all for something they didn't ask for. Many gay teens are committing suicide as a way of escaping. If you want to tell them life will get better and you respect them for who they ...are, put this on your profile, most of you won't, but let's see the 5% of you who will.


My name is Chris I am three,

My eyes are swollen I cannot see,

I must be stupid I must be bad,

What else could have made My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly,

Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me.

I can't do a wrong I can't speak at all Or else I'm locked up All day long.

When I'm awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice,

So maybe I'll just get One whipping tonight.

I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's bar.

I hear him curse

My name is called I press myself

Against the wall.

I try to hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping

Calls me ugly words,

He says it's my fault

He suffers at work.

He slaps and hits me

And yells at me more, I finally get free

And run to the door.

He's already locked it

And I start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken, '

'I'm sorry!? I scream

But it?s now much too late.

His face has been twisted Into an unimaginable shape.

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

Oh please Father Satan, have mercy!

Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door

While I lay there motionless

Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Chris I am three,

Tonight my daddy Murdered me.

Try no to cry and repost if you too are aginst Child Abuse

here is my firs big secret i posted this on my profile because my father abused me and my family and i hate him for that



Johnny brought a gun to school,

He told his friends that it was cool,

And when he pulled the trigger back,

It shot with a great, huge crack.

Mommy, I was a good girl,

I did what I was told,

I went to school,

I got straight A's,

I even got the gold!

When I went to school that day,

I never said good-bye.

I'm sorry that I had to go,

But Mommy, please don't cry.

When Johnny shot the gun,

he hit me and another,

And all because Johnny,

got the gun from his brother.

Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,

And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.

And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,

And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now

And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best Mommy,

I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest Mommy,

tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,

And never to forget this,

And please don't let this pass Mommy, why'd it have to be me?

No one, though. deserves this.

But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.

And Mommy tell the doctors; I know that they really did try I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry.

Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest, But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest

When I heard that great, big crack,

I ran as fast as I could please listen to me if you would,

I wanted to go to college,

I wanted to try things that were new I guess I'm not going with Daddy,

On that trip to the new zoo

I wanted to get married,

I wanted to have a kid,

I wanted to be an actress,

I really wanted to live.

But Mommy I must go now,

The time is getting late, Mommy,

tell my Zack, I'm sorry I to cancel the date.

I love you Mommy, I always have,

I know you know its true

And Mommy all I need to say is, ''Mommy, I love you''

In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech Students Who Were Lost Try Not to Cry Please if you would, Don't smash this on the ground. If you pass this on, Maybe people will cry, Just keep this in your heart, For the people who didn't get to say ''Good-bye''.

Now you have 2 choices, 1) Pass this on, and show people you care, repost as ''Try Not To Cry'' 2) Don't send it, and you have just proven how cold-hearted you really are... (SOOOOOO Tempting but Violence should ALWAYS have a reason)


FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.

REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr./Mrs.

REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM.

FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.

REAL FRIENDS: Will sit next to you saying ''Dang, we really messed up,but that sure was fun!''

FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry.

REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.

REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours.

FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.

REAL FRIENDS: Can write a book about you, with direct quotes from you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you.

FAKE FRIENDS: Will knock on your front door.

REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say ''I'M HOME!''

FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile.

REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.

FAKE FRIENDS: Say they are too busy to listen to your problems, but when it comes to them they expect you to have all the time in the world.

REAL FRIENDS: Not only kick everything out of their schedule to listen to what?s wrong, but help come up with vindictive plans to make you feel a whole lot better!

FAKE FRIENDS: Make you say sorry when you want to talk to them at odd hours of the night, or even just hang out at odd hours.

REAL FRIENDS: Come right over and hang out with you, until you either fall asleep, or kick them out.


Girl: Do you like me?

Boy: No

Girl: Do you want me?

Boy: No.

Girl: If I left would you cry?

Boy: No.

Girl: Would you live for me?

Boy: No.

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you do anything for me?

Boy: No.

Girl: Which would you pick, me or your life?

Boy: My life.

Hearing this, the girl turns and starts running away with tears.

The boy chases after her and stops her.

Boy:You don?t cross my mind because you are always on my mind.

I don?t like you because I love you.

I don?t want you because I need you.

If you left I would die, not cry.

I wouldn't live for you because I would die for you.

I wouldn't do anything for you because I would do everything for you.

But I would still pick my life because you are my life.

*Put this on your profile if you agree*


(CH. )

Pushed aside again.

Moved to the bottom of the scheduling.

Pushed to last of all.

Makes me feel two inches tall. (End CH.)

I realize

How little she cares

But still I try

But her head is just so full of air

Walking through the world

Without a care

I just don't get her.


Is death a release?

Is it better than this tease?

Not often these days

It seems.

I walk through life in a daze.

Seeing things through a haze

Feeling lost in a maze


Can't she see I hate being ignored? Makes me hate the "Lord".

Makes me want to uncover my sword

And kill the whore.

And inside me the voice screams.

"For the final note


sorry but when I was trying to update this I ran out of time but the poems that were just shown were written by .wrasp


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