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Name: shemaleHeart
Birthday: 1983
Location: south east asia
Last Seen: Thu, 05 Jul 2012

Membership: Member

Personal Bio

=studying everything (UFOlogy,Magic,Bible Conspiracies/Expositions, Mystereous creatures, & fashion magazines,etc)

=Nature exploration especially virgin forest,waterfall,beaches where i could met my Nordic God Enki & Goddess Athena

=i have liquor addiction issues(due to the fact am brought up in a born again christian school & am in a "christian infested" country) becos i always ran away from school & drink to relive heartaches the school pastors/priest they have inflicted on me,all becos they discovered that am into wicca & recognize the existence of a beautiful goddess & a handsome god aside from being gay (born again christians are much more anti gay than catholics).But i love drinking liquor while chatting & playing computer games though

=i enjoy meditating that am in a paradise infront of a statue of the God in various forms,it would be great if am with them, i more trust the nordic races than the human race which have enslaved & abused me

=my favorite daytime is when its raining & the sun is up.when this happens i go to my moms garden & enjoy in the rain while imagining golden light from the sun blessing me.its a plus if am in a forest with running spring,i have experienced it already when am in the forest raining & sun still up that & i felt in my heart the horned god is calling that led me to go to a place,& the temperature of the rain got warmer


=If you hate gays,your an anti LGBT community,& says am gross, then pls dont message me,i have heard enough,i have suffered enough,i have endured milions of undeserving pain from your discriminations, am a peaceful loving person & didnt do anything to you so pls leave me alone

=i dislike "mind control","New World Order","The Vatican,and anything that prevents a human from its freedom to advance there vibrational rate. I have been forced to church since very young & be even as an altarboy,the born again christian school in my junior years forced every student to recite thousands of scriptures(failing to the memorizationa gets a failing grade).When i become an adult & i matured enough to be like a transgender,i was scared already to go to church but the "bible scare" they have implanted on my mind remained (like practicing magic goes to hell,god hates gays & should be put to death,thou shall not make vengeance & defend thyself its the lords,don't have sex, ect ect ect) so even though i would like to study magic or see new age books in the bookstore,am afraid to do it maybe "god a.k.a jesus will punish me".when i tried to,i felt very very guilty of myself & ask thousands of forgiveness to these god maybe a punishment will be inflicted on me.this is the mind control the christians has placed on me.its nearly 2 decades only after i realized that even following "jesus' words" didnt really change my life at all & its still full of badluck,sadness,& emotional disturbance,so i then went becoming an atheist.even when still atheist & didnt yet begin study magic then something in my life is changing already,life become a little better, no more huge chains of bad luck,i felt relieve & protected , but something is till lacking.its just last 2009 i began studying about energies,chakras,magick,extraterestrials, and different blogsites about anti-christians too,but i didnt yet practiced enough to do magic so i can tell am still a beginner.i tried to practice during my early teens but ended shortly cos am in a bible infested country.if only no one have stopped from seeking the god/dess path before,then maybe i should been an advance right now.Time money, & lot of energies of mine are wasted becos of the bible

=also against the "Alien Reptilian Agenda".there are good reptoids living under ground but there are some race who wants to rule & complete no freedom to us.onother mind control i dont like to suffer

=i hate mosquitoes. am immune to AIDS CANCER & a lot becos of the DNA gift the Deities have passed on me,but not to mosquitos,i almost died of dengue after bitten by it,a lot of mosquito grew on tropical place where i leave,i kill a lot of it everyday,why does if im beside a fat guy compared to me skinny that the mosquito still chose to bite me & steal my blood ?i like to lear the spell to "cause spark" to an insect,by now i use electric whips to kill this pest (& imagine they are my traitor enemies who have almost ruined my life)

"MAYBE BEFORE if pastors didnt summon me infront of them while i should be instead attending my class, maybe i knew more about physics,math,history...rather than listening to their "you will go to hell,you are a sinner,your are against the word of jesus etc etc etc.

"i always drop 10 pesos on the basket (the basket when church dwellers pray,a basket is passed around to drop some money),10 pesos is even small(convert to US money it may be even 1 cents.but little US money is big in our country),so the teacher instruct every student must give 30% percent of the allowance their parents give to them becos its the instruction of the Lords(their lord).Of course am just a litte lad at the time so i do what they say becos they are agents of christ a.k.a jesus isnt it???(the school got ruined after my graduation anyway,every school official,principal,* secretaries fought becos of money)


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