|Ello, everyone... Currently there are no photos on my profile...My Name is Jay, and I am proud to say that I am practicing in magic, but considering that's what this website is for so I doubt that's galvantizing....My age I no longer consider important.. Ask in the comfort of a private message....all my life I've felt different..
(My elements are Light and Earth.)
My entire life its been like there was a power surging through me that I never knew how to control or manifest. I always feel this sense of purity around me, and I always feel as if I am being watched. I question everything, from people's motives to why I was born; a natural-born philosopher. I love talking to anyone. Although I do not practice black magic I definitely have no problem being friends with those who do.
Root: under-active (6%)
Sacral: over-active (75%)
Navel: open (62%)
Heart: over-active (88%)
Throat: over-active (75%)
Third Eye: open (44%)
Crown: open (50%)
I am Cherokee, Hopi, African American, Italian, and a bit Puerto Rican. My great grandfather was in the Cherokee tribe. So naturally I try to learn as much about them as I can, although I just recently took a true interest.
I believe that I truly am a child of God(s) but then again, aren't we all? Angels watch over me. I consider myself quite wise for my age, but then again... don't ALL teenagers feel this way.?
Say what you may to me or about me. Ignore me, hate me, spread rumors about me. I will continue to thrive and stand tall. I will continue to be nice, and respectful to you, and I shan't say anything bad about you at all. Some may call that cowardice, but I brand it as being mature. I have worse things on my case than dealing with the petty and dramatic ignorance of some of my peers. Doing magick does not mean I fly on broomsticks or have a black cat as a pet. So if you choose to contact me, I'm super friendly. ! But I am the type who is really random so... :)
Favorite Band; Coldplay, but I enjoy all music.
Favorite Song Currently; Anna Sun by Walk the Moon
Letting people in is always a challenge for me to attempt accomplishing, because I rarely trust people. And those few people that I do trust I expect to be loyal, and truthful, and I expect to keep contact with for a long time. Those few that I trust, I trust with everything. Secrets, problems, my abilities. So if I do let you in, do not crash down what I take so long to build up. I'm not implying that I shall automatically be mean just because you contact me; I guarantee that I will be nice and share anything I know until you give me a reason to be distant. So with that, message me now. I'm on here extremely often because I get bored easily...
I have experienced many spiritual things over the course of my three years of practice; good, bad and neutral. But I have to say that the good was the most amazing experience I have ever felt. Call me what you wish: Weird, Different, Special, Unique.? In my freshman year I had been called a freak, insane, odd, creepy... Then they found out I practiced magick, and they actually found a reason to say all of those cruel things...I've moved past that now, but the thoughts haunt me daily. A few quotes I either wrote or simply like.
"This is the way the world ends, not with a bang but a whimper."
"First green is always gold, but nothing gold can stay."
"Forgive me for my nonsense, as I also forgive the nonsense of those who think they talk sense."
"A poem begins in delight and ends in wisdom."
"Home is the place where, when you have to go there, they have to take you in."
"I'm not confused. I'm just well mixed."
"Not alone but lonely still."
"I love storms. They don't scare me, they don't annoy me.
Storms send chills across my skin, and the more intense the storm,
the happier I am with life. When I can feel my bones being shaken by thunder,
and my eyes dart across the broken skies, caught by a flash of lightening,
I am happy."
"Ignorant humans of this world?
can't you see what you have done?
hopelessly clueless you all are
how are so many so blinded to the truth
it seems as if the thought of such "fiction" could have no place in reality for them
like such things are beyond their mind
that they block it
because they can't understand it.
Open minds, curious souls,
i hope you find what is truth in all that is blinded from the human eye
i hope you find the side
that is known to the 3rd eye
and the sixth sense~"--Someone off of this site--
"Good-night, sweet prince; And flights of Angels sing thee to thy rest."
"I don't care if you're gay or straight, everybody needs love.
I don't care if you're diseased with an incurable sickness, everybody lives to die, so let us celebrate each day like it's our last.
I don't care if you're think you're ugly or pretty, everybody is beautiful.
I don't care if you're black or white, it's the inside that counts.
I don't care if you're weird, because What the heck is weird, anyways.?
I don't care if you're rich or poor, everybody deserves a place to call their own.
I don't care if you're different, because there is no such thing as 'normal.'"
"Hearts are not meant to be broken, so please do not go tampering with mine."
"[May] the worm of conscience still begnaw thy soul."
"(No)one cares but (no)one listens, the cries of (no)one heard in the distance."
I write poetry sometimes, and I am currently practicing in healing and protecting. I'm in need of a teacher to expand my knowledge and horizons. ^-^
My heart was just beginning to mend itself again, until the pain striked me two times harder than the first blow . Life hurts, but it has it's positives.! :D
I'm extremely optimistic. :)
( ) Smoked
( ) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
(x )Skipped school
( ) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Florida
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x ) Been lost
(x) Been on the opposite side of the country
(x) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
( ) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
(x) Crashed a party
(x) Gone Ice-skating
( ) started a mosh pit
( ) own a knife
( ) ran away for more than a day
( ) got in a fight and lost
( ) got in a fight a won
( ) gone to court
( ) gone to jail
(x) love some one
( ) hate some one
(x) thinks someone hates you
(x) is straight
( ) is gay
( ) is lez
( ) is bi
( ) is pan
( ) Just doesnt know anymore
(x) works out
( ) has a tattoo
( ) has ever been in boot camp
(x) loves life
(x) wants to die but not kill them self
( ) wants to kill them self
(x) has ever cut
( ) likes to cut
( ) loves to cut
(x) is a drama king/queen
(x) is an moral - objectivist
( ) is a moral - relativist
( ) never prays
( ) prays sometimes
(x) prays a lot