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Name: eLgothicA
Location: where violence and cruelty rules
Gender: Female
Last Seen: Tue, 19 Jun 2012

Membership: Member

Personal Bio
real name: khrizia(you can call me "zia")


********************************************************************** just a simple country girl with many teenage problems.. the kind of girl that's not easy to hang out with.. the kind of girl that is somewhat serious and bored in life..

..i have thoughts in my heart but i don't know how to express.. feared of being rejected by the person i love.. just silent and do not speak the real me-the real me inside..^^

********************************************************************** bored in life..

..practicing magic makes me happy at this point of time.. makes me feel special..


..i love this feeling:)


..currently im practicing white magic and black magic..

..but im more focusing on white magic..


..i am interested with persons that can appreciate the things that i love..the things that makes my world go round..

..horror movies,scary creatures,gothic,gothic fashion,withcraft,and other creepy things some people would think..

..people say that im somewhat weird..

..maybe because i just love the things i used to do:)


more about me:

eye color:black

waist line:27

weight:45 kilos

height:5 "2"

favorite food:exotic foods(frog legs,etc.)

favorite subject:hitory

favorite color:black,pink,and white(they make a better combination)

personal things:

..i'd prefer to be always alone.. things on my own..



I am not a perfect person,

And I don't try to be.

I am just another imprisoned soul,

That is longing to be set free.

I don't want to be in this place anymore,

I don't want to shed anymore tears.

I'm sick of always hiding inside of myself,

This has gone on for too many years.

I don't want to show my emotions,

Or to tell you how I feel.

I just want to know the difference,

Between what is fake and what is real.

I'm just another lost soul,

That is waiting to be found.

I'm just another liability,

That you don't want around.

I'm just falling through the air,

And I'm about to hit the ground.

But I don't expect anyone to catch me,

Because no one wants me around.

No one really cares about me,

They just ignore me everyday.

No one really cares enough,

To even ask me if I'm okay.

..i am not perfect by hilary betzler..


I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness

and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under

I yell for help but no one is there to hear it

I begin to see the water at eye level

and I kick and flail

fighting to stay above the darkness

But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me

and I slowly begin to give in

to the feeling that lies below the water line

the waters starts to fill my lungs

the lungs that once held so much life

yet now they allow the murky water to replace that

I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness

But why doesn't someone grab my hand

pull me from darkness's grasp?

because no one knows I stand at the boundary

the boundary between light and dark

so I give in to the thing that holds me

All of the strength and all of the courage

that I once held in my heart

can't save me from the water

So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness

undetected by the occupants of that world

I don't want to fight anymore

I've given into darkness

..darkness by emily..


.."In the absence of Light,darkness prevails"..


..which side are you..

..good or bad.?


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