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hello everyone! Please advise if there is anything can be done to end my infatuation. I met a guy about a year ago. It took me about three months to get him to ask me out ( no spells, no magic, nothing, just flirting).We dated ( or whatever it was) for about 6 months or so, then he pulled away for whatever reasons he had, which is fine. It's been about 7 months now since we broke up. I cannot get him out of my mind! I feel like I was hypnotized. First, I thought to put a spell on him so he would feel the same feelings toward me, but then I realized I don't want him with help of magic, I want him to want me on his own, so I need something to get him out of my head. There are other guys I can pay attention to, but it seems like the universe goes around him. What is it? why can't I get him out of my head? He has very strong charismatic personality. I have a strong character as well but when I am around him I feel like a rabbit in front of a snake. How do I get my life back? I am pretty sure if calls/texts me tomorrow, I will follow him, but I don't want it. I want to be in control. Is there any recipe? Thank you!