NOTICE:Firstly I know there a few threads here about this subject but can't go there and ask should start my own.
For quite a long time I wanted a Succubus lover, I am 20 years old and a male. I read up on Succubus and whether like them and sure not all of evil, some are but not all even one person I talked too said all Succubus are God's love angels. I tried to summon a Succubus myself but as of now no luck...
For a while I tried the free 7 lessons offered here
http://www.summoningsuccubus.com/
and at times I even felt movement but after a while there was "nothing" so I fell out but lately tried it again with no luck. I also talked to another guy (the one that calls Succubus love angels) and his blog and what he told me was so nice, I want that with a Succubus...but he told me no matter what I do if I'm not meant to be with a Succubus I won't, I also got in contact with a guy at a Magic store talking about a Tigereye Necklace that he for $40/$20 will summon and bond a Succubus to it for me.
But after I said I couldn't clear my mind or relax myself he dropped all contact saying unless I do those first I'll be disappointed...I think my main issue is my mind as it randomly changes to any thought it feels like with me getting annoyed and trying to get a different thought.
But I still want a Succcubus...I looked at Google and even at the spells here but nearly all I need items I just can't get, due to me living with 3 family members but even so I don't wanna give up.
I often thought about a Succubus "being around" me but just unable to notice, at times I tried talking asking for signs if one is there but nothing, also I have a dream journal (in hopes of lucid dreaming)and atm have like 172 entries and while I remember them more their still random, I was able to become aware "once" and as far as wet dreams goes those are very very rare, if a Succubus is with me already I should at least be able to know through my dreams, right?
I had a few images of a Succubus I wanted (some with batwings, I like girls like that but the image I got now has no wings) and always kept the name Mary as I had that name with me since a kid. But anyways but this gets too out of topic, I want to ask for more help. And please don't say "it's dangerous" I know but so? This is something I want to do wouldn't have signed up otherwise.
Also don't offer stuff that requires me to have items like a incense or candles or needing to draw on the floor with 3 family members and me rarely alone long enough those I can't do. I need something I can do without items if that's possible.
If you think I should stay with those 7 free lessons I linked at top or need to relax my mind better then please also help me with that, but again without items. If I need items most likely I can not do it, but yeah if anyone could help me out please do so all I can do is just wait and hope for the best, well anyways thanks for reading and sorry if you already have too many of these topics. I know what type of Succubus I want even wrote it down (on PC) just need extra help.