Hello and Blessed Be! This post is a follow up from my last post titled Struggling Convertor. I was hoping for any advice, words of encouragement, or information on ways to find the type of Pagan I truly want to be. I have some questions: 1. How can I experiment with multiple deities to get a feel for polytheistic faith? 2. What is pantheisim? I tried looking it up but I got confused. 3. Any advice on how to get through 'crisis of conversion'? 4. What are some good resources on finding your Pagan faith? 5. Where do the ancient theory of Wicca's God and Goddess originate from? Is it all from the 20th century or what? Any help would be very much appreciated. Merry Part! )O(