I wasn't going to post anything, but just felt lead. I was halfway to sleep when I suddenly felt compelled to turn the PC on and type away.(prior to going to bed early this time I had alittle nighty night spell to help induce faster sleep.) Well anyway, last night I stayed up in the wee hours of the morning when I should have been alseep to goto work. I woke up and had very little sleep. I'm a beginner and had a few words of knowledge from our chatroom here that pointed me to some readying material an I dug in. (Thankyou EisKora) So when I awoke after a short nights rest, I could not even sit still to read a write some personal practice material I've been working on this week. So here some more of the story. (I know I'm jumping around and it you can follow me you must be truly remarkable) I use a power gaining spell and I was infused so mightly I was able to get and retain more material in my mind then the norm. I was beside myself with amazement. I've never been very sucessful in school and if I had come across magic sooner my whole life would have been differant. Hindsight right? ( : That day at work was very progressive and productive. I even got a call for a job I've been competing to get for awhile, and now see a chance, which in the year of the dragon have been very few an far in between, but I think it's because of no knowledge of magic I recently have discovered, Thankyou site. There alot more, I'll share some more fragments I always go to this store to buy smokes for my Uncle and the clerk was differant today, she was a nice looking woman and I'm very shy and tonguetied and distance. Well I was beside myself again in confoundment when I felt as though my tougue turn silver! ( : lol There's more, but just wanted to share some loose fragments of my day. This is my 5 day in magic. Bless you all, I really feel like their a personal deity coaching and helping me.