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What is there to know? I'm an artist and college student. I've done a bit of writing in my time. I've considered myself agnostic for to years now, but circumstances are forcing me to either believe or admit I'm insane.

As a child I always believed in magic. I never doubted that the bad dreams I had or the feelings I sometimes got had a ring of truth to them. But things change. Someone made my world of magic dark and unlivable, so I hid behind my doubts.

As for the technical side of things, I've heard from my aunt that the dreams and feelings I had are common in our family through my native american lineage. She has them sometimes too. She told a story about how when my grandmother died a rose suddenly bloomed in her yard. I don't take this as proof; merely as an odd coincidence.

Now for my reason behind joining this site. I think I'm either possessed or that someone or thing is trying to either scare me or talk to me. It started with the vision of the knives. Whenever I first try to go to sleep I see them. They flash and gleam and stab and slice. Then I started to feel them. They cut into my flesh and I am unable to stop them. Now I have started to see them in the daytime as well. I have also begun to see vision of a creature that I can only describe as terrifying. He is familiar too I used to see him or more often feel him as a small child when I was alone in dark places. I feel certain that this creature means harm.

If there is anyone on this site with answers for me I would welcome them.