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Hi, I wanted to discuss an experience I had years ago but still resonates with me. I was younger and un experienced, attracted to occult stuff but not mature enough to do the right research. I stumbled upon a chant-prayer to the "Morning Star" (I know now what that is).
I chanted with intention a couple of times thinking about my wish. I never thought about it again and went to bed. The same night I had the most realistic nightmare I've ever had in almost 40 years. I was in a corridor, paralyzed, fluctuating in the air, and in front of me a very pale man, almost white, with ...pitch black eyes, like two black holes, empty. I couldn't move and he was raising his hands to keep me in that position. At the end of the corridor there were my parents, both on wheelchairs (they are fine), running towards me and saying "No!". I woke up. I have had my fair share of nightmares in my troubled life, but this one was so clear, so real, and I didn't struggle to remember it. It was just like I had experienced it for real. I might be wrong, probably, But I still wonder what a naive, younger woman can do wrong to cause maybe an interference of some sort. Or warning.

any thoughts? Thanks!