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I'm 46 and have seen them since I can remember, My earliest memories of them go back to about 4 years old. I've learned to ignore them and pretend they aren't ther, but it's getting harder. The last year has changed. They have been persistent. The last one I was in a bad mood and actually chased out of my house. Seriously I knew it was a female and when she came into a private time I was mad and stood up and chased her away. I have never done that before. She ran away like she was scared., I've always just ignored them in the past. I'm tired and they won't leave me alone. I constantly see them or something. I feel them more. How can I get them to leave me alone? I'm tired and don't have time for these games they play. I have other things to worry about. A little history, my mother was born with a veil. Her midwife peeled it off her. She's always known things before they happen. Her mother had a paranormal experience as a child. My niece deals with "others" at times. We have even had "dreams' cross. I just need a rest now. Any advise Im so tired of always being "aware". Can I rest now? Any one?