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To start of I write down all my experiences so they stay fresh in my mind but this past week the amount of activity has increased in my house, however when I try to explain what i've seen to my family my mind clouds up and automatically it tries to debunk what I know I saw so then the next day I start questioning myself even thought half of my knows it was real plus. I have always been a believer and had an open mind so why is it I feel like basically my mind is automatically turning against me when it comes to these topics? Is it natural human nature even thought I keep my mind open and is there a way to try stop myself from debunking what I know I see.