Hello. I'm a newbie and I had a strange occurrence a year or so ago and I'm wondering if anyone has any insight about it at all.
There was a total lunar eclipse in my sun sign on my birthday and I was relaxing at home. I go out almost every night to look at the stars. That night the sky was filled with very fast moving clouds and there was an intermittent mist. Suddenly I decided to go lay on the ground and watch for the eclipse even though it was cloudy abd could not see more that a faint light peak through for a half a second every once in a while. Almost as if I was in the back seat and someone else was driving my body, I gathered blankets and candles and crystals and a mirror and laid them strategically in the grass. I first meditated then laid there with my dog and cat for hours.
So the strange part is that later I realized that I had a very unusual communication during that time. It sounds crazy but it was as real as any other given moment of my life if not more. So this communication was with God. And in my personal terms I think of God as the all, source, consciousness, nature, you, me, the table, everything, there is nothing that is not God. But on this night it took the form of a cheerful little girl. I asked all kinds of questions and got all the answers, although some I can't remember as if they are just passed some thin veil. Any way I could go on and on about that whole thing but it would take hours.
So my question is does this have a name or does anyone know what exactly happened? Did I do some sort of spell? Why did I suddenly do a specific thing as if I knew exactly what I was doing but felt as if it wasn't really me doing it. Did I do something I shouldn't have? I'm just very curious if anyone has any knowledge they could impart. Thank you for your attention.