Magic Forums

I have a question about a dream state that feels like reality of wich i cant get out. Every night i enter a dream that horrifizes me there are doors wich i cannot open something is there with me, it only watches but it doesnt feel right. I can summon for help but it cant get in this place. It feels as if i'm bound to this. I already tryed to get to past life times to find out why and how but i dont find something conclusive. Been to several people to figure this out but they cannot see or understand. It is like reality on a diffrent plane of existenze.