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So the other days, I was focused on "finding my inner aura". I imagined being in a white room and entering another, black room. I was supposed to see my aura color in the form of an orb and grab it right? So this orb was shifting all different colors. Then for some reason, I wasn't in much control, as the orb began to fight me. Then I turn around to a terrifying creature who wants to take the orb, and I'm not sure if my over active mind made this up, but I was in this terrible struggle for my orb. My muscles actually began to twitch as I ran from the strange being.
So. Any ideas on what I experienced? Is it just my mind playing tricks? I still see that face when I close my eyes...