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I feel like I'm cursed by a demon.
I have lost all my family.
I have been hospitalized 2 times for suicide and selfharm.
Alot of my family is dead.
My cousin has cancer.
My old boyfriend cheated on me.
My new one lost interest after a month.
I've been selfharming again.
There is something wrong with my kidneys.
I have anxiety, depression, anorexia and sometimes i hear voices telling me to kill myself.
I feel like nothing ever works out in life. I'm 14 years old and all of this has happened. It's like someone is trying to take over my life. I am so tired of this it is draining the life out of me. I honestly am exhausted. Do you think this is just bad luck or some sort of curse? Thank you