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Since I was 8, I have had this ability to see my own future with frightening accuracy. Not as regards to mortality, but as to life events, people whose paths I will cross, etc. And the last 4 years or so, even sometimes visions into friends/ families lives also. I have worn out my copy of The Dictionary of Dreams, as they are full of symbols, some of which I recognize instantly, others which I do not. I have also experienced astral sex without trying. I have always felt ashamed to relate to others, for fear of ridicule and humiliation, but feel there are some here who can help me to make heads/ tails. Is this a gift? Is it a factor in considering which path to embrace?
Any/ all help is appreciated :) I also inherited from my mother the ability to sense presences,and a heightened perception/ intuition.