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by: energymosaic on Oct 16, 2013

I've always kinda known i had magic in my bloodline. My profile gotta a bit further into that. Ive never studied, practiced, or done anything other than simple little beauty, or love spells for my own amusement, back when i was a teen. I channeled and spoke to spirits as a parlor trick for my friends at sleep overs. I grew up and grew out of my interest in it a bit but from the age of about 21, I've been waking up during thunderstorms and random occasions, with energy so strong coursing through my body i sometimes vomit. I try to transfer it to objects, sometimes even i try the energy is strong i shake violently and I've even passed out. Why does this happen to me? How can i help it? How can i release it? Can i control it? I know absolutely nothing about magic.the spells I've done I've never had to read. The energy comes, and i just know what to do and say. I want to learn to channel this and gain control of it instead of it controlling me.