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Can any one advise i have been plague with what i throught was an evil sprist for nearly 11 years when ever i am at a vauable state it atacks in any way it can it uses my eyes to speak to me and it hurts me all the time if i try to same certain words it will not allow me to and i am co stanly cold i need to know what it is and how to get rid of it. i have had white witches who say the force is too strong for them to deal with it i have tried healing but to no avail some times i feel i am going mad i know also it is attacking my family somebody out there much know the answer if you do please help me