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I can't get over him. Basically, we were together but life as I knew it ended before I expected it to (not sure if I died, or other people I loved died or went away...but basically the happiness and love I had has disappeared and it ended suddenly,violently).
I have always felt that something is missing,and once I remembered him, I knew that it was him that I'm missing.
And I feel intense emotional pain most of the time, knowing that he's not with me, by my side.
Sometimes I remember how he talked to me and stuff,and I feel calm and good, and everything seems as it really should be. I feel that good also when I dream of him and have regressions and memories of that past life.
Otheriwse I feel pain, and I know that something is missing.
I always felt like that, but..
It got worse as I remembered some of my past life, and remembered how it once was, It's way more intense now.
How do I get rid of this feeling?