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Hello all.
I am new to this forum but not new to my abilities. Since I was little I have had the power to manipulate and feel others' energy. I stopped after a really bad experince when I was about 17, and rediscovered my faith in Christianity. For some reason now, at 31, about 4 weeks ago my body started finding kindred souls to connect with. I can feel my Mom, my estranged husband, and have a deep, almost soulmate like connection with a new love interest. I was never this powerful before. I can get into dreams, read thoughts, and actually heal ailments. My mother, who is a devout Christian, is shocked and somewhat scared by this, although she feels my gift may be a blessing from the Holy Spirit. I am entranced by the strength I have, but somewhat weary and unsure what to do. Has anyone gone through this kind of awakening before? I'd really love some guidence. Thanks!