Magic Forums

Forums -> Misc Topics -> Re: What is this?
You are not currenly logged in. Please log in or register with us and you will be able to comment on this or any other article on the website.
Original Post:
by: Witchiepoo on Jul 29, 2010

Alright, so I've had some weird changes in habits lately. I'm just going to list them and you tell me if I'm over reacting.

-I can't sleep at all at night. When I do fall asleep it's very light. I don't even reach REM, which has never been a problem for me. *When the sun rises, however, I wake up, go back to sleep, and sleep like I normally do.
*-I want something to eat, but I don't know what. I havn't been eating as much as usual, and I'm never hungry, but I do feel like I need to eat.
*-I used to base my studies on werewolves, fairies, elves, and ghosts. I never had any interest in vampires. Now I've got an odd facination, in the factual aspect and fictional aspect. I'm watching vampire shows, reading books about them(I've always hated vampire books), and wanting to learn more in general.
-I've been, and this will sound weird, but craving black. I want litterally no light to enter my pupils. I just havn't been able to find that. Normally, dreams of black would scare me. Now, they are comferting.
-I love the night and being out in it. I've been like that for years, but when I go out now, I want to go somewhere, do something.
-I get random headaches that come just as the sun sets, and only go away when the moon sets.
-I've been more attracted to water. I want to swim, take long showers, go out in the rain, anything. It's odd, because I've known practically my whole life that my element is earth. But now I have the same attraction, but to water.

The ones with asterics(*) next to them havn't lasted as long as the others. They started just this week.

So, what do you think is going on? Am I just sick, or just going through a phase or something?